- finity.

yoyo!

2005-11-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

qi, by the way, u've blogged in the wrong blog. lol! but i've copied ur post over to our blog ler. lolz. it's finity under "blogname". hee.

qi blog.

2005-11-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO! whoa, it's been a LOOONG time since i blogged. wahahaha. aiya, im bored lar. it's 1.28a.m now. have slept for 12 hours today. thus the energy. haa. so little people online now; noone to chat with. SIAN. alright, shall end here. just log in to remove the rust here. haha. actually kinda shocked to see the blogskin changed. lols. very nicely done, teng. (x qi was here.

2005-07-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

can anybody tell me how to die?
jus let me die.
it will be better for me.
im sick of quarreling.
im sick of everything.
why cant i get anything back in return even if i give in.
why???!! can anoybody tell me?
im going crazy veh soon.
boi u are caring for me..
why cant i expect e one whom i wan to care for me?
i don wan to avoid u.
i guess u are trying to be oldself of me.
reflect. can u reflect?
can u tell me wat to do?
are u jealous or wat?
i rreally don understand u anymore.
i really dono wat u wan anymore.
i really dono.
im sick of breaking down again.
im sick of it.
i feel like cutting myself..
i jus feel like dying i tell u.

-yen brokedown.

2005-07-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

OUR BLOG IS DEAD!

2005-02-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

27th feb 2005 11:31:27am!
he make e day today. =0) everything.
exactly one month aft i found him bak.
it do seem fast. but distant make us age faster.
haha. i miss him alot alot. heh.
i waited and i waited.................
today he finally ask me to be his gf!
is that fate iszit destined for us to meet aft two years.
i noe him for four years. two years ago, he asked me.
i dono wat e hell i ans i gave.
but now i really cherish him.
27th feb 2005!
haha. exactly one year nine months ever since i broke up with my ex.
there are jus too much coincidence. haha.
dono. this is e startin. i hope is a startin tt won end.
miss him so much. muack. :p
bubbais. i dono watha write le.
heh.

2005-02-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

last week.
14th feb mon-ooo. isnt it valentine day? heh. why did i went huh?
i dono nehs. heh. someone veh naughty lor. ponten from soccer trainning lor.
i also dono who neh. heh. enough craps. straight aft school, went cp rite?
go there find his vday prezzie lor. sian. dono wanan buy wat for him nehx.
so went home zzz lor. around seven woke up, change, went woodland to find him
lor. before i went to meet him went to 77th street brought him a leather billabong
wallet lor. heh. veh nice den nehx. brought along e choco i made for him. blehs. =)
he was eating in seoul garden wib his frens. =P budden none of his friends are
there. some went smoking some went play arcade. -.-" left e two of us lor. :P give
give him e prezzie. he didnt open la. embarrassed ma. blehs. his frens came bak.
two of dem was e guys we ps on last sat -.-" i mean on 12th feb. they were really
veh interesting peoples. veh lame too. get along well with them la. two out of three
of his frens are good looking nehx. @.@ heh. one of dem call zhi qiang ar? i think
so. he tried to get my no. on sat. cis show me e msg zq sms him. =P so barnie. he
cause neh give la. he dare to gib i jiu don fren him liaos. heh. sat beside him. see
him eat lor. he ar, really da shou zhu nehx. can eat so many thing lor. he ask me
wan eat not, i say i don wan cause i m on a diet. \m/ he tickle me again. -.-
i really veh fat ma. stupid da ben zhu. blehx. he went toilet den his that fren zq
ask me my fringe not veh uncomfortable mehs? den i point to e direction he went
to and say is his idea lor. -.- so untidy still say cool. hiyo. he win liao lor. haha. eat le
went pa pool but e pool table are fully reserved. -.- in e end went home lor. again!
he cant send me home. hais. is already 11pm le if he send me home he sure no bus
to go home de lor. hais. sian half. so he pei me wait for bus nia lor. his fren veh
extra lor. hmph. =P but his that fren really look like et. -.- sian half. veh shuai ba.
but typical ah beng lor. hais. only cis not beng la. ob cause, he guai kia nehx. [".]
he say something to his fren, den his fren suddenly stand out and say meet him at e
mrt. :P so sweet of him noe wat i m thinking. yay. our world liao. whahaha. force
him to open e wallet i brought for him lor. heh. you noe wat? that is wat he really
want! same brand, same colour. omg. exaxtly wat im thinkin to buy for him. =) hais.
den later we talk bout distance again. hais. it seems so far n i feel so li bu cong xin.
we can only meet at most one time one wk nia. hais. he is so cute lor. :P i keep
playin wib his hair n keep tickle him lor. heh. bus came. went home. hais. miss him.
that's all liao la. don say le. more n more problems between us. update nxt time.
bubbais.

2005-02-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

im so tired of blogging le.
no one coming here to blog anymore.
we are jus too occupied by our stuff rite?
yea. internet does not seem so profound to us anymore.
we lost interest in it le. sian half.
wat e point to get online when ur loves one is already by ur side? =P

it's time for me to update i5 blog le.
so long no one here to blog at all.
hais. so sad.
let go accordingly from our age.

qi- at home stoning. heh quit from her job.
stupid ass boss bully u hor? heh.
tang- ooo. rabbit ar? hab a job hop to activa.
goin three location to work.
thomson plaza, suntec de watsons or toa payoh.
heh. earn alot liao hor. no need return u money le. =P
zinc- ondo sushi collaspe. =X heh. went to genki and work le wors.
at novena there de. mus often go visit wor. more n more X-tra liao huh.
whahaha. is distant e problem that make couple don look like couple? hais.
how u manage ur distant relationship de? hais. i cant do that. -.-
me!(yen)- as usual lor. sian half. hais. gtg study lor.
nowdays havin common test nehs.
wish me good luck wor. hais. sian half.
i broke my promis ytd again. =X
hais sian half.
teng- stupid pig ar. whahaha. sian lehs. she ar still workin at e thai express lor.
qi terr n mi went find pig ytd at thai express.
happy liao lor, gt a FIFTY cents pay rise le wor.
whahaha. takecair ar. don trouble by T.T la. heh.
think of me can liao. whahaha. though i trouble by ah F la. -.-

2004-12-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

24th dec
10pm-2am
hees.
so harpie. :P
hmm. went work work work.
hees. from 12-3 n 6-9.30
heez.. but was p** like hell.
hurs. dono lehx.
before work p**, break p**, after work p**.
after work pei teng teng back to her house.
potong pasir sia. haha.
den there also p**. two nia la.
haha. got me! teng! teng teng! ivan & his stead.
hees. quite chio de worx. but bit lian la.
way to teng teng house saw eunice.
my primary school friend.
haha. chio bu sia.
more n more angkong liaox.
stylo sia. anyway merry christmas eunice! weet~
hees. went back town meet mingjie.
today is a thai express "party".
hees. okei okei la.
but like a few peoples nia.
quite funny lor.
haha. hmmm. den we were like wanna go where sia.
hmmm. we went marine bay! cause they say wanna play pool.
in e end neh play sia. don hab liaox.
haha. so went there see see look look. p** :P
no la. we go there see got any midnight show not.
walau. many peoples lor.
haha. so nehs watch le.
half way through, peoples around are so high sia.
"ho ho ho! merry christmas! den they spray e foam at us -.-". hurs"
barnie sia.
haha. so. we went lau pak sah eat! take cab there. pok sia. =s
hees. knn. there got a bunch of paikias sit there smoke drink.
fuck la. drink liao still push e glass down. nearly cut us sia.
keep taking photos of e food we ate. hurs. burps. that full.
haha. den is around 1am sia. near 2am. hurs.
v malu. cause later friends alight left me n mingjie. don wan la.
2am-4am
so i call jin. [outside de steady friend]
he was like loittering around town.
hees. song bo. he gt me a christmas presents.
hmm. all together i will get four present from him!~ :p
hees. include my bibbo present wor. hees.
ask him wan go home liao ma, shun bian lobang me home lo.
v steady sia. he say sure can! muhaha.
sorry mingjie! ps you. cause i now not that gum wit u so i don like to go home "alone" wib u.
:p hope you don qi nei, one day e girl will notice how important u r to her de. :X
a v good guy too.
hees. jin *e best la. k.
hees. zinc will agree wib me too de.
cause through her den i noe him de.
early in e morn today, he talk father stories to me sia.
bout e pop pop thingy. hurs. ok la. jus try to stop p** lo.
u also ar. hiyo. hees. so from "old market" there i lobang teng father car to paradiz centre find him n zinc n his friends.
hees. eh. teng dad noe i p** le. cause he smell that. i jus finish p** sia. =X shit. die liao lor.
my good girl image. ooo. die liao lor.
hurs. so reach there around two plus liao. yawn.
went there, wait cab. cant wait. many many peoples waitin. kao.
den someone snatch our cab. knnnbccb!
angry sia lor. hurs. walk to little india take cab. -.-"
so we finally gt in a cab sia.
hurs. zinc was shouting at me halfway there -.-"
cause i bu zhen qi. hais.
yups. she snatch that away from me. hurs. funny barnie.
hees. so fun! heard from zinc, jin was being spray like siao ting tong before i came.
muhaha. so funny. jin a good guy! v gentlemen too wor. help me alot of times.
learn alot of meaningful thingy from him too. yups =) hees.
his friends all v shuai wor. v punk too.
that wat zinc said la.
anyway saw one of his friends before.
hmmm. really v shuai la. cannt denied. :P
v yo! punk. one even noe breakdance rite?
ah moh bian sia. haha. take cab home with shuai-ges sia.
*blushed.

before that, got js called me.
eh. talk talk to me. think he wanna jio me out on 25th dec.
ehs. sorry la. gt date liao. hees.
he v poor thingy lehs. no one jio him out. :p
neh mind la. next time gt time i go out with u la. k. =)
a good guy.

kit! sms me around 2.45pm? 24th dec? yups. his timezone there la.
so sweet. chatting with him ard msn. told me he will create his OWN christmas msg for me n his friends.
dots. hees. so sweet la. hmmm. e most specially msg i recieved. cause it's from england!
wooh! send one bak to him.

my shuai-est kor i ever hab! muhaha! k la. noe u don like peoples say u shuai!-.-" v diao de.
but not because u shuai den i gum with u de a! hab to emphasis on this again.
so ugliest kor i ever hab k! =XxX
esmond kor! you e best la. good lor. haben christmas jiu send me chirstmas msg!
hees. really like ur msg! is soOO cute. >.<>
it's really v nice! hees. got one heart n one bear. hees. so sweet. thanks alot wor.
y u everytime go east coast de lehx.
next time jio me go k.
hmm. haben sms u bak today lehs. send me a morning msg rite?
later sms u bak ba. find sometimes we hab a long long chat ba. =)
you are e best kor kor i ever hab. =) muacks. :P seldom i muacks people de hor.
hor i5? hees.

he. nehs sms me. hais. =( he sms nearly all gp but not me. hais. =( teng tell him sms me, he don hab sms me.
so sad. nehx mind la. i was like !!!! when he sms teng lor. hais. so sad. nehx mind la. gonna change target!
hmm. ya! really wors! like him too long liao. cannot tahan. hurs.

ehs. den e rest i jiu don say le. cause. i v tired liaox. gtg go zzz sia. ytd four plus den slp. ehs. go p** hurs.
ehs. okie liao la. bubbai!~ hab a merry christmas today! woohoo! finity goin out! wooh! e tallest tree in singapore -.-"
stupid idea by angeline. lame. gtg go work at 6pm sia. around ten pm den can celebrate wib them. all i5 working. hurs. so bubbai~ muacks everybody hu reads this. no need tag la. i nid not ur comments. hurs. hais. dono. bleh blehs.
thanks u guys for ya sms ytd. but is a big pity i din recieve his msg. hais. yups. =) merry christmas everyone!

2004-12-23T11:15:00.000+08:00

23rd dec 2004
a month past from my bibbo. hurs
time flew. v fast. hais.
yups. alot of thingy happen.
you all should know wat i mean.
im sad. angry wib myself.
guilty.
slept at 4am ytd.
online till 3am.
hurs. chatting online wib zinc.
hurs. lots of thingy.
lots that make me weep.
hais.
some of e dialogue ba:
blue: zinc red: me
ids veh dispointed when ure lerrph ones let eu down de lor.
i oso dun wan tok twu eu le
its call DISAPPOINTMENT kae
i dun belief in promises le..
is not only burden but responsibilty to not make anthoer party hurt.. =`(
eu noe jiu hao.
lemmi noe hu e guy giph eu cigar de.
i surely wun let him off lor!
no matter how gooood or shuaii he is lor.
eu ask him xiao xin lor.
i can anitym ask teng de
IM NOT KIDDDDDDDDIN
i make lixi v disappointed.
not onli her./
onli onli mi lor
is alot alot of pple ard eu lor
eu hao hao ting lor
den dun work dere ,lor!
eu noe jiu hao
promise le den liek dat.
hais.
eu noe jiu hao
dun giph toopid excuse la.
dun ting soo much
hais
jus ren! endure.
scold me till i wake up k.
hmmmmmm!!!!
lets REN dao dee kae.
don tell me promise anymore.
wo hao lei le
hennnnnnna.
i oso lor.
hais.
w r both
tirediers
kae.
e end.
hais.
this is some part nia.
jus pick up e spot light.
hais. i dono wat im doin.
im hurt.
esp e part zinc said" i don believe in promise anymore."
hurs.
i understand how disappointed you all are.
hais. sorry no cure.
quarrel n quarrel.
once we start this topic we all always like quarrel non-stop.
forget it. won bother u animore.
n i betta not.
"nthing is more disappointed den i felt in u"
hurs. =l
zinc can u help me?
y m i hurting all of u again n again.
yupx. remember recenlty i5 conference.
sometimes we shouldnt be so honest.
hiddin e truth may jus do all of us good.
rather den saying out.
"i like ur honestly but is a hurt to me"
don u noe that hurt me more?
hais.
forget it.

i5 ai qing shi.
wei shen mo wo men i5 jiu shi you na mo duo de lei liu bu wan.
wei shen mo wo men bu neng bu ku.
wei shen mo wo men na mo de ai yi ge ren.
wei shen mo wo men yong yuan na mo tong ku.
wei shen mo wo men bu neng kuai le?
wei shen mo wo men de kuai le na mo duan zhan?
wei shen mo wo men duo lei le.
wei shen mo wo hao xiang ku.
hurs. gurls. loving a person is such a pain in ur neck.
rite? giving up? dono? hurs.
i also dono.
not bb la. don anything how thing.
outside de. outside de. not that cvss de.
other other. hurs. i also dono.
don think liao. there other other guys better den mi.
esp e one start wib * de. :P heex.
teng should noe. zinc qi tang also noe de. think so.
hurs. :p
fa-ing hua chi.
hurs. he v farnie sia.
haha. i one day nehx sms him, he jiu like, eh you good lor nehx sms me. don miss me liao rite?
*blushed` those who saw him in firendster say him shuai worx. that prove this time my taste is good. hees. :p
he v funny de worx.last time hor we sms till late late. heex. not a bad guy. but cant be my good friend nia.
cause, i think ta you xing shi. e past e ta is no longer exist, hurs. too understand him liao la. :p heez.
my buddy worx. stupid lame guy wors. :P hees. he v shuai! hurs. not because he shuai den i gum wib him ba. noe him for bout one year liao worx. v long. is his character make me attract to him. hees. HE IS MY FOREVER DE ESMOND KOR KOR! heez! hao peng you wors! :p

but hor. got anthor friend. kao. v pestering. ehx. not that i don ans ur call lor. but im not use talking on phone wiith guy. ehx. scare i blushed too worx. dono why. hurs. hmm. sorry la. if i didnt ans ur phone. hurs. quite a smart guy. but too old liao la. 19? ehx. cannot la. hurs. always call me till i pek chek. i slp he call, i work he call, i wan eat he call, bath he call . -.-" v diao lehx. perhap next time i noe u more den i talk wib you k. yupx =) hais.

alvin! you slim down den i will make you my best friends! someone whom i really click on with too. =) everytime quarrel with him de. dono why lehx. hurs. perhap we not yet v gum. don care worx. you slim down first worx. hais. mus pei me yi qi jian fei wors. :P heex. hmmm. not that at first i don care bout appearance but if u slimer you will be more handsome wors. yupx yupx. endless time of quarrel make me noe you more. =) nice gentleman. but eh. a bit too possesive. hurs.

2004-12-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

hiee!~
lost count how many days i didnt blog.~
25th nov
that is my phone bibbo~
went brought him at suntec de m1.
hurs~ model:7260
at $279.5
this is e day i make myself to forget him.
hais. record on my phone~

26th nov
ooo.
last time i talk with lixi.
think so. hurs.
was conferencing wib jia.
on this day,
me n teng found thai express job.

29th nov-30th nov
we cousins chalet.
goin crazy. hurs.
start fire at five?
yupx. was bbq-ing till eleven.
hurs. full.
slept at three am.
cant slp. it's so eerie.
there is marbles continously hitting at e second floors.
the noise impact is deafening.
finally slumber into sleep at five am.
but!! six being woke up by my sis n cousin.
they have to go to school.
and their safety is landed on me. -.-"
so i send them off, n i went home n slp.
sleep till ten, n im awaken.
hurs. accompany tang to rebond her hair.
major stuff worx. they gg prom nitez later on.
we went rm n rebond. nearly dozed off.
hurs. three pm, teng arrived n den tang hair is done.
wooh. went home while they went to mao place for make-up.
i slept till seven pm, woke up.
change n prepare.
going york hotel to welcome my babes. woohoo. :O
-prom nitez.
took mrt at 9pm.
reached york hotel at 10.30pm
without asking, im jus there.
wating for my gp gurls~
all of them are so marvelously doll up.
sexy n funky cool babes huh.
not all gp gurls r there.
we are short of vonnie.
hurs. three whites, four black, n one red.
they looked so elegant.
im e one who look so haggard.
hurs. not interested to wear skirt or to be so formally done.
hurs. it's a great night. i can admit. we cried.
never do i expect we will cried.
we cried until so pitifully.
hais. you know?
when e music start.
we gp hit e dance area.
gather in a circle.
shaking gently wib our butts. hurs.
slowly cries break out.
daboo!! she e one who start it.
we dreams together,
we falled together,
we share joy together,
we suffered together,
we unties as one,
throughout e four years,
we never leave each other alone.
n.. now we are separating.
can you imagine how meomories surge out when sclub7 songs is played.
e song which bring we gurls together.
hais. mascara, foundation, blushed it all smeared.
all gp gurls [except me] look like monster running crazy with smeared make up all over their faces.
hurs. it's indeed saddening.
my friends. dear friends.
you'll are always e best.
not only me friends, you'll my guardian, my mentors, morever my soulmates.
perhap we never said it out at all, but deep in all our heart, we know.
every nine of you are so special to me.
thanks to ya all.
i learned, grow up under e nuture of you all.
you'll are my mother hen.
always so understanding, n protect her love one.
you'll are my samaritan in my life,
never ending, giving out helping hand to me when i need help.
you'll my guidian angels,
there to guide me whenever im lost, whenever im sad.
you'll are e clowns,
which brighten up my days.
you'll are my teacher,
who taught me every bits by bits patiently.
you'll are my mother,
who give out care and warmth when im growing out at different stages.
you'll are my soulmates,
who share my deepest secrets, who is willing to lend me your ears, who stood by me when i need all of you.
you'll are my everything.
without of all of you,
there will be no perfect sin yen.
because you all are there,
n there stood me e active bubbly sin yen,
who grew up under e nuturing of you all. =`)
we grows up.
i hate to admit i change n i grown up.
im a sixteen now.
all of us are.
we cant really denied e fact, but we hab to accept and carries on.
gurls, i know none of you left me.
i noe. i also noe you all are leaving me alone in this farking school.
you all hab no intention to do that, but this is jus e reality.
hais. i hab regretted so much.
why didnt i study hard. why? why m i kena demoted?
hurs. this is my fate. take it or leave it.
hurs. we are always so close.
hurs. tml i will be getting result.
im afraid to let you all down again, after letting you all down for four years.
hais. jus hope i will not let ya all down tml.
all of you grade are so excellent, remarkable.
im tired. im afraid, afraid i cant catch up wib you all.
hais. so tired of everything. hais.
i will work hard de k.
ooo?? ya. after e crying. we left e hotel.
went far east, walk walk. hurs. jus so tired.
die.! no train home
hurs. so we walk to ps to take cab. hurs.
half way through, we notice e night scenary is so beautiful.
wib all e christmas lighting up!~
pass by orchard glutten square.
intend to eat but everybody is dreading to go home.
hurs. so we jus went ps take cab home.
reach home at 1 am.
conferecing till three am.
sleeps.

1st dec
wakie at 11am.
reach hougang point at 12pm. hurs.
qi n me go looked for dried foods first.
estimating our budgets.
hurs. den hor round one teng reached.
she was late becuz rabbit wan her to keep her company.
lame. shopped till three we went hm.
company teng n qi to buy contacts.
hurs. den after that i went downtown east.
suppose to pei my cousins for e last night.
hurs. reached at five pm. went to buys dinner with joanne.
hurs. white sands. brought eight cup noodles for four peoples servings.
i brought bak ku teh to eat. yum yum. so nice. hurs.
went back to e chalet to eat while we watch singapore idol!~
woohoo~ my couzzie friends are here. bout fifteen peeps? hurs.
yupx. they plan to gib her friend a burfdae suprise? hurs. yupx.
one of her friends is so handsome *.*
but. too bad he is attached. hurs.
throughout e whole show it's so funny.
jinglin friends keeping making lame and stupid comments.
which make us laugh till we pengs.
hurs. after that it's around 10.30pm? hurs.
gp conference.
hurs. gt qi teng tang n me.
chat chat chat.
talking bout gp, chalet, singapore idol, bgr etc.
tian nan di bei duo suo le.
we r jus best pals.
endless topic to talk bout.
we are never short of topic to chat bout.
so. we talk till 4am? yupx. hurs hurs.
it make my phone low batt two times.
hurs. keep charging.
around three am tang went down seven eleven to eat.
hurs. we cant wait le. too tired.
cause me n teng gt to go market early in e monrin.
hurs.

2nd dec
woke up at five am. hurs.
den play black jacks wib my cousin. for e two hours till seven.
starting i won alot de. den in e end till eight i only won twenty cents nia.
sob. hurs. nine am!~ i went n change.
took 88 to amk de mrt station.
waited for qi n teng. went market at my old house there.
hurs. cause my mum told me there is cheaper.
hurs. and indeed it's v cheap. gt a lot of good bargains.
heez. went bak to qi house at one plus? yea. i went cp to buy chicken wings first.
was feeling so giddy. nearly fainted. hurs. perhap i didnt slpt well for e past few days.
hurs. so half way bak to qi there i went to econ to buy drink to level up my energy. hurs.
was feeling so drowsy. den lixi say saw me there, but she ran away -.-". not barnie.
hurs. marinate e chicken, sotong, potatoes etc. hurs.
was too tired. i went home early first.
slp. wakkie at seven. conference wib gp at 11 till 12.
hurs. not feeling well at all.

3rd dec
wakkie at 11? yupx. meet them at hm at 12.
hurs. late. qi late too cause rabbit pass her e jelly late.
hurs. reach 12 plus at hm. went buy drinks. it's so damn heavy!
hurs. went back qi home at 1 plus. aft tt went down to take taxi to east coast.
hurs. when we went down. saw lixi again. hurs. wat a conicidence wors. dotx.
so you yuan sia. hurs. den around four we reached. check in. booking of bbq pit. hurs.
pack our thingy in. aft tt rr valer daboo alvin reached wib e meefan. hurs.
went buy charcoal. sat down and watch tebbie till five? i wan to start fire. so hurs. terr yong go start lor.
den hors start bbq-ing at six. hurs. den terr voo manfred kien hoe reached. hurs. den jack, zhi hao, bernard{prom king!}, junjie uu cliffven reached. hees. they so shy sia. hurs. den hor bp oby bb came. bc most of them came to 2i chalet. hurs.
gt james, jason, zhan long, edmund, shao xiang, gary etc
went to rent overnight bicycles. hurs. bbq till 2am like that. hurs.
keep on cycling lor. feeling so down on that day. it's was like, last day of 2i gathering le.
hurs.was missing him so much, hurs. v happy cause he help me adjust my bike.
anyway. i don like him le. that wat im glad of. hurs. qi n zinc missing in action at around three am.
hurs. so left seven gps. we stay inside watch tebbie or play daidee. bc went fightin. dotx. think so.
some commotion ba. hurs. after they came bak. we took e bike and cycle round. hurs. went seven eleven.
was abit drunk after a 3/4 of alchol. was really sad. i was thinking of him so much. worryin bout him. smoke smoke and smoke.
hais. kena tempted by james and him. but i didnt take any. cuz of a very important promise. hurs. hais. so sad.
he so skinny le still smoke later left bones no skin left liao la. hurs. den i went seven eleven with vonnie.
qi n terr yong catch up later. qi vonnie n me went back first.
i took them e wrong way. side gates arnt open so early at around 5am. hurs. den we took half an hours bak to e front.
hurs. is so tiring. we cycle e whole east coast sia. from e start to e end. hurs.
e whole night i hab been cycling from 11pm-6am. hurs.
to be continued-- i hab spent three hours typing all this.

2004-12-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

weeeee~
u noe wad?
i juz called bossini.
n that person said theyre still hirin pepo!
heh.
im asked to go down fer interview.
at RED HILL. *yawns.
hao~~ yuan~~ ar~~
but nehmind.
as long as i ve a job! =D
actually.
it's still nort confirmed lor.
so gp muz bless me hor!
heh.
wish me luck ar!! x)
muarks.

2004-12-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

...
it has been weeks since i blog,
haix,
it's a tiring week.
i am sick of chalet.
doubt i wil be goin to any chalet anymore.
later i still hab to go down and ton sia.
haha. today mus hab his photos sia.
or else i will be regret for e rest of mine life.
sian half. haix.

for e one whole week!
was having chalet.
so tired.
heez.. from mon to thur is we cousins chalet.
den fri to next mon is 2i chalet.
let me hab a brief description bout wat i do.
.mon~ mum gib us money to buy chalet thingy.
heez. i got eighty buck for this wholee week de chalet.
sianx.. tired. got time next time den blog. bubbai~
four goin down to east coast. gonna ton over night.

2004-12-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real MotivationYou are a gambler and an adventurer at heart, one who loves to take risks, to discover and explore new worlds, and to take the untried path rather than the safe, reliable one. You are an independent soul, freedom-loving, and often very restless. You need a lifestyle that provides opportunities for travel, movement, change, and meeting new people. A steady routine which offers much in the way of security but little in the way of space and freedom is odious to you. Section 2: Mental Interests and AbilitiesYou have good mental concentration and the ability to become completely immersed in your work. You seem to know things at an instinctive, nonverbal level and prefer learning through direct experience or apprenticeship rather than vicariously via books or lectures. You have mechanical ability and work well with your hands. You could become adept at sculpture, pottery, carpentry, stained glass, or anything that involves doing and making things manually. Biology (and related fields such as medicine) interests you as well. You also have an instinctive rapport with animals, and may feel you relate better to them than to people! You tend to become narrowly focused upon your own specialized interests and may not have much to say or communicate outside that field [yen de character..] heex..

2004-11-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

wat a fucking day!
someone spoilt my mood totally!
fuck la.. feel like scolding all e san zi jing lor!!
argh! this is still not my worse mood lor!!
when i am really v angry den you shall noe how tense e atmosphere will be lor!!!
knn.. tml den talk la.. i v tired pissed off..
esp by e thai express e peeps..
ap sia.. knn.. ur future collegue lehs!
still show me ljb look..
cb la..

2004-11-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

yo pepo. im so sian. todai's da first dae of staying at home after my last paper. guai hor? haha. n i regretted doing so. becos im rottin. im so gorddamn bored. =x alrite. since im so free n sian, i shall use da rest of da space to tell u guys how bored i am.
so here goes:

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so, now u understand how bored i am? hehe. xP

2004-11-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

23rd november 2004!
my sixteen burfdae.

i am one year older. time flew.
why why why?
i am so elated today.
gurls you all r e best.
it's really memorable n enjoyable.

haha. stupid pig!
bluff me say go bank in e end turn up worx.

ooo! >.< !ooo
im so happy!
really. touched. ooo.

heez. gp you all hab gib me face worx.
i cant really describle by jus typing here.
but, i can really say i love you guys.

one we meet at cp de old place
n as usual im late. :P
den in e end when i reached, no one is there at all.
haha. suprises wors?
den i waited.
for fifteen mins? yea.
haha. i thought only got six peoples turn up nia.
but in e end there are all together eight of us.
haha. shocked ba.
they actually bluff me tt teng couldnt make it.
haha. >.<
in e end teng turned up.
haha. and e cake look "appealing" huh.
five or six diff flavours worx.
haha. indeed we gp gurls are SO creative.
wahahax. touched to tears.
heez.

perhaps today is a lucky day for some of you?
yea?
you see.
tang manage to get herself a job today,
zinc got wat she wanna buy,
qi brought her prom nite dress,
valer brought something she want?
rong goin fer interview but i didnt know e result yet.
hope she will be employ.
so you can see today is a lucky day becoz it's my burfdae!!
yea.

it's tiring today too.
we ate e cake, after tt we split to two groups and went to diff destination.
zinc, qi, rong, valer went to town for shopping spree.
whereas me, teng, tang, daboo went to interview for watsons.
let say bout us first k.
e place is located near suntec la.
but we dono how to go so we took a cab there lor.
heez. e place is ulu there worx.
haha. but it look grand.
typically like office where business will be goin on at anytime lor.
haha. three of us went in for interview, teng nehx go la.
e lady is friendly but i am stuck when she pose qns.
haha. overall i don think i will be empoly.
because my language suck.
last of all,
e lady who interview me wish me happy burfdae!
i am shocked! haha. a stranger who might be my future boss wish me happy burfdae!
incredible! wahahax.
tangz is e lucky one.
out of so many peoples, she is e only one with a piece of paper coming out.
e piece of paper indicate that she is employ!
she is instructed to come bak on thur to report for work!
so good!~
hmmm. maybe she look much more like auntie so e lady employ her.
wahahax.

it was raining cats and dogs!
argh! on my burfdae!!
it rained.
aft e interview we went to far east n meet up e rest of e gps.
they all still shopping!~
siao char boh!~
haha.

ooo. i forget to mention bout zinc!
ooo. zinc i like ur hair colour anyway.
is so cool! yo man! punk! great! woohoo!
but it abit too ex ($110)!~
you are indeed our idol, da jie da!
wahahax. really like ur hair sia.
ur clothes look sooooo..
hmmm. cool.
you guys should know my english is v limited de la.
haha.

you gurls really rocks!
we are a group of gurls wib different style different characters.
which combinates to form a v unique clique!
no wonder we are called gurl power!
heez. it never e last burfdae which you all celebrate with me.
i believe.
e bonding between us is so special.
four years of friendship worx.
haha.
tears and laughter, joy and sorrow.
haha. we faced it n we solved it together.
haha. it so different from other groups.
we are so special. we rocks.
heez. that wat i can say nia.
haha. lub you guys.
=)

2004-11-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

sians.
zui jing dou mei you ren blog di.
jiu rang wo zhe ge lao tai po lai blog bah. haa.
im so darn bored.
everybody's done with their o's n are havin fun now.
except fer teng n i. T.T
but nehmind.
tml's da last paper! yay!
a one hour paper. hoho.
after that jiu can play liaos.
but cum to think of it.
there's too long a time fer us to play liaos.
veh sian one.
sigh.
march jiu take result le.
i hope that day NEVER cums.
cos i dowanna retake o's. ):
aiya.
nothing to say liaos.
go do tys le.
bye bye.
*poof!

2004-11-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

weet~
i am so sianz..
yawnz.. tired..
today i went and watch princess dairies two!~
yea.. heez..
nice nice..
i was like laughing all e way..
wahahaz..
haix.. so tired of living..
life is boring..
sick of living..
haix.. nth to do at all..
my heart is like being dug out..
i hate myself..
dono why lehx..
blehx..
blehx blehx..
blehz blehz blehz..
nth to say le la..
this few days i have not sleeping well lor..
black eyes ring is SO dark..
sob sob..
sianz.. tired..

2004-11-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

hihi. long time no blog le. hee. had social studies paper todai. seah veh clever lei. all

da questions that he spotted came out. hehe. so happy. but! i din manage to finish. sigh.

hope that i can pass. budden only a pass is no use. cos my geog is a sure-fail situation.

argh. hu cares. zui duo take courses that doneed human loh. haha. crap. nth to say liaos.

jiu shuo dao zhe'r ba. haha. zai jian.

-lao tai po shang.

2004-11-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

sob.. jus now type so many.. in e end lost..
=`(
com hang..
saded..
i wan cry liaox la..
haix.. sianz..
no mood write liaox la..
wawawa.. haix..
gurls' jia you worx!!
"o" over soon!~
bear with it!~
jia you!~
good luck!~
ai si ni men le!~
bu yao qi nei!~
soon qi zi ran!~
bu yao lei huai zi ji!~
wo hen lei!~
counting toward mine burfdae [.:22days left:.]
daboo & rong burfdae [.:10days lfet:.]
yvonne burfdae [.:9days:.]
teng burfdae [.:50days:.]
cindy burfdae [.:44days:.]
woohz.. gp still gt six ppl haven sixteen yet..
we all are xiao peng you..
heez.. =D
wo ai xiao peng you..
wo bu ai lao peng you..
lao peng you-
shwee: lao tai po
tang: rabbit po
zinc: zinc po
valer: qing ai de po *blushed*
heez..
enough of my craps..
but still hab to say..
i v sad lor..
cause you all leaving liaox..
no one pei me..
no one care for me liaox..
no one play with me liaox..
no one can stand my craps liaox..
no one eat with me liaox..
no one study with me liaox..
no one share secret with me liaox..
no one gossip liaox..
no one go out with me liaox..
no one to chip in to buy lunch..
no xiao pian yi for me liaox..
no one wan yen liaox..
no one wan me liaox..
so sad.. =`(
haix..
don say liaox la..
blehx..
let nature take it course lor.. haix..
blehx..
yeahz..
i expectin for e chalet worx.. 3rd-6th dec..
haha.. i know..
chalet is a way to motivate you all worx..
so remember a..
for e sake of "gp gathering" you all mus work hard worx..
den for me i busy earn money so can treat you all la..
see first la..
haha.. heez..
four days worx..
can play till siaox..
i really expect e first day to watch stars stars liaox..
heez.. it will be v great if all gp assemble..
hmmm.. sure wan de la.. muhaha..
love you guys..
jia you la..
all so clever sure can make it de la..
we gp is lang cai nue mao..
muhaha..
do you all noe..
i v sian not.. all this days without you all..
haix.. sian 1/2
blehx.. nehx mind..
soon!! it's will be over..
muhaha..
daboo wanan celebrate ur burfdae hor? before n after ur burfdae don hab exams hor?
hinting us hor?
yea.. heez.. dono lehx..
see first lor..
hor? heez..
gtg end liaox la..
i v tired na.. i today slp four hours nia..
gtg n koonz..
cya guys..
takecarez~
miss ya guys..
hope to see ALL of you soon..
*hugz**muackz**miss you all**ai si ni men le**
bubbaiz` yen 08

2004-10-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

-lItEnG xz i5/5-

hai xz...
ppl xz save mie...
i carn even squeeze into yjc, srjc..
think CI i carn even squeeze in...
hai xz...
why are my results so sucky..???
bcux im stupid..~
yah xz.. im stupid in everything...
i don fight fer wad i wan...
hai xz...
MATHS SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why was maths so challenging this tym round...?!?!
*argh xz*
maths c5..
wad da fcuk...!
nvm...
dou kao liao xz...
forget it...

wo hao men arh xz...
hai xz...
me xing du shu...
onli hab xing to dream...
to day dream...
to daze...
to sleep...
to online...
jiu shi no xing du shu...
zhen mo ban...?!?!?!
o lvls yao dao ler xz...
left 20 daes...
wo gai zhen mo ban...?

hai xz..
my favourite bobdog has lost half ob its head..=(
i kept for it so long...
don dare to use...
cux fragile...
cux daddie bought it from America...
and its so nice...
daddie fer xz tym go America at dere buy der xz pressie gib me...
i actually broke it..
cux i open window...
den the bobdog was at the window side..
der xz wind comes..
the curtain blew by der xz wind..
der xz curtain fly...
den pull dao der xz bobdog ear's...
stupid wind..!!!
ni yao gen wo zuo dui meh xz...?!
wo...shen me dou mei you ler xz...
ni hai ba wo zui xi huan der xz pressie na zou..!

3 word xz...
o lvls sux...!!
the wind sux..!

buai xz...
take care xz...
jia you fer sucky o lvls...!
=x

i hate wind...!

-tEnG xz gP10-

2004-10-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

haiis.

peng you men.

i feel terrible.

i feel terribly stressed;

terribly depressed n

terribly constipated.

i need someone to tok to.

i needa destress.

tell me wotta do. =(

-qii

2004-10-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

sigh. :(

2004-09-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

-lItEnG-gP10 lai lerxz...=)

hmmxz...todae is 30092004...时间 v fast jiu fly fly lehxz... now 已经 Sept 2004 lerxz...kekexz...todae moi last dae can blog in this house...so wo muz make it a point to blog...hehexz...

just finish studying F&N 而已... hahaxz...donoxz will 记得 mahxz...geexz..=D pplxz...u all muz 努力 worxz... hehexz... wo will derxz... ni men 可以放心 ... heexz... hmmxz... hen sianxz horxz...?

qii 让 wo 想通 sumtym lerxz... wo shld nortxz be so =stewpid= lerxz... [he] nortxz worth it...hehexz...ob cuz larxz...wo so good...=x *buay bahxz* heexz..=P now its tym to concentrate on moi studies...~ hehexz... but can i...? *yes~ i can~* wo will 忘了 [him] derxz...todae pack things, saw moi dairy...heexz..=D den suddenly think dao wo and [him] derxz past...v farnie...donoxz why...wo nortxz sad...me keep smiling only...*siaoxz liaoxz horxz...?* maybe cuz still friends, jiu feel *安慰* bahxz... heexz... cant be greedy...=x *放弃* da bezt solution... hehexz...

= you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears... But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever... =

[he] shall remain in wo derxz 心 only... as a frenxz...kekexz...

*想finity* hehexz... *mushy* =P

wo hui v bad mahxz...? *haixz* alotxz pplxz sae wo hen bad worxz... hmmxz...wo 到底 shi na li 坏...? *haixz* wo sadxz...

now brain block lerxz...carn think ob wad to write...zhe mo ban...?

yenxz...ib ni can see this blog...ni muz study hard worxz...next year wo go back nchs, wo wan see ni during recess, in canteen pinching pplxz cheeks again horxz...hehexz...ni derxz n lvls muz pass derxz hao hao...den muz jia you...!! =)

qii arhxz...hehexz...thankew fer ni derxz ans to wo derxz question...kekexz...=) wo men jia you fer o lvls...kekexz..=)

zinc nehxz...thankew fer teaching wo chemistry...hehexz... wo men oso muz jia you fer o lvls too...

angeline noixz...ni arhxz...wei ni worry lehxz...*haixz* don study too hard noixz...take some tym out pei wo go jog jog horxz...wo don care ni wan anortxz...its compulsary...=P if nortxz ni everydae onli study...later ni go siaoxz siaoxz arhxz...kekexz...

lastly, finity~ ib hab probs, muz sae worxz...don 闷 zai chest... v xin ku derxz nehxz...hehexz...

*tired lerxz* wo wan go onlinexz...lolxz...=D

buaixz...
take carexz...
nytexz...
sugary dreamxz...
sleep tytexz tytexz...
see yahxz...

-gp bless n luv ni-

=P

-aHtEnG-finity`05

2004-09-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

+__.some fwens are forever.__+

Sometimes in life,

you find a special friend:

someone who changes your life

by being a part of it;

someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

someone who makes you believe that

there really is good in the world.

This is forever friendship,

and if you find such as friend,

you feel happy and complete.

You have a forever friend for life.

qii-

2004-09-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

yoyo! lao tai po lai ye.. =p.. holidays lohh.. but veh siann.. haa.. yenn.. mai sadd.. rang wo zhe ge lao tai po lai an wei nii..~ >.< juz like wot zinc has said.. time ish da best healerr.. juz put yer focus on yer studiess.. jiu er jiu zhii.. ni jiu hui ba ta gei wang le..~ at da very leastt.. u wont be missing him that muchh.. haii.. wen shi jian qing wei he wuu.. zhi jiao ren knnb.. =xXx.. haa.. hao bahh.. wo jiu crap dao cii.. bubuaii.. take care, moi dearest fwens.. u happi, i happi.. =D

+_.qii._+

2004-09-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

aH yEnz/:gP08

wOOHZ.. is quite a while ever since i last blog..
heeez.. sot to this heez..
doNo why..
sorry that i hab rejected you..
is not my fault too..
but i also just cant figure out..
i dono wat i am thinking..
just feel so fed-up with myself..
yUPx yUPx..
is on friday.. haha..
jus can forget the way you ask me..
yuPX..
to be fraNk..
at thAt mOment~
i aM realLy vEry sEriOus..
tt fatal tiME is 11:42 pm..
think so..
haha.. thAt when i accept him..
den.. tHE nxt day..
sat..
12:** pm..
i act blUR..
bluR.. jus treat thAt nothiNg haPPend..
haha..
Stupid mE..
haiX..
Don ASk me why..
i myself also Dono..
NOt ONly i aM conFuse..
i AM scArE..
PErhAp.. It is natuRal to fOR mE..
a simple, plain, pathetic, innocent, lost child..
got guy phobia..
haha.. tell you wat..
i am a LES..
muhahaha!!!! hEeZ..
believe? heez..
jk la..
anyway.. perhap..
i JUS cAnt forget him...
HE still in mY hEArt..
sOB SOb..
is sO heart breaking..
to know he still in my heart..
haiZ..
hE wiLL never NOE de lOR..
den i Was lIke to bad..
i CANT TREAT HIM AS SUBSITUtES!!!
SO..
i BROKE uP WIth hIm..
wItHIn 24 hoURs..
haiX.. Pro HOR?
juS let it be..

*=+=*CAN ANYONE HEAL MY WOUnD!! *=+=*

dOUbt so.. =`(

ahYen/08

`x backstreet boys - How did I fall in love with you? x`

2004-09-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

-lItEnG-gP10

"How Did I Fall In Love With You"

Remeber when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

2004-09-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

-lItEnG-gP10

I've got your back,
You've got mine...
I'll help you out,
Anytime...
To see you hurt,
To see you cry...
Makes me weep,
And wanna die...
And if you agree,
To never fight...
It wouldn't matter,
Who's wrong or right...
If a broken heart,
Needs a mend...
I'll be right there,
To the end. ..
If your cheeks are wet,
From drops of tears...
Don't you worry, Let go of your fears...
Hand in hand,
Love is sent...
We'll be friends,
Till the end...

frens...here's sumthing fer you all to noe...

+...I'll Always Be Here For You...I Promise...+

No matter what happens, I will be by your side...

I will be here to care for you, support you and be your listening ear whenever you need me...

My friends, I love you all...! =)

-aHtEnG-15/5

2004-09-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

hehe.. thankew! =D but like buay pass leii.. today ah teo asked me to re-do da big board lorr!! kaos.. haii.. moi art lan mahh.. re-do a zillion times oso bo eng..~ sadded.. altho he offered me a new board plus he draw fer me.. i still needa paint n decorate mahh.. i don feel like re-doing..~ budden i scared he help me draw liaoo.. cos today i ran away.. den dono he gort help me draw anort.. haha.. he think i veh fwee lorr.. say gort one week holiday.. no needa study fer prelims mehh.. aiya.. ferget it laa.. at most don inlude art lorr.. but must mug fer fnn.. worse!! haii.. wot can i do? shui jiao our school sho niao..~ gib such sub comb to us..~ den dat day lee ah ngee still say ish da school's fault to gib us such combi.. wot's da use of saying it now? jiang niao.. looks like they wanting da pioneer batch to do well ish impossible.. with such EXCELLENT teachers n GREAT principal.. haha.. wahh.. today i wrote alot sia.. alrite.. i shall stop venting moi.. anger? haa.. woteva..~ bubuaii peeps.. (n.n)v

+_.qii._+

2004-09-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

__`x lItEnG hErE...=o)

ooo...icics...CONGRATS...! =D finally can pang seh ur art liaos...kekes...den u no nid to ao ye to finish it ler...but hors..me heaven see dao ur art work nehs..!! how could you..!! =( hehes...jkX...well, reallie congrats fer finishing ur art... me everydae see ppl bring big boards to sch, see liaos abit kong bu... hehes...=)

hennor hennor...prelims,o's and n's cuming ler...muz jia you nehs...muz jia hen duo hen duo you okies...? hehes....den jia mani mani you liaos, we gp/finity go out den can play de an xing...correct...? wahs...chimology..kekes...=x...

wahs...moi so sians...lazi to change channel watch singapore idol...hehes...stucked onto this computer chair and nvr wanting to get up...? hehes...

aiyos...lazi type liaos...siaos one me...nowadaes, got thing no thing oso come blog...lols...good mahs...if not, lata sinyen ham tam me...kekes...e blog is ME make de wors...kekes..so muz make full use nehs...hahas...next tym gort time me make nicer or stylo one de bahs...now moi brain empty liaos...carn think of nice ones...

so sians...buais...=)

-aH`tEnG-15/5
-lItEnG tAn-gP10 =D

2004-09-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

yo peeps! cum cum congratulate me! i finally handed in moi art!! n moi torturous life is ovar!! har-har-har.. pardon me fer my woteva-ness as i was to0 elated.. muahahahahaha.. holidays cuming.. but still hafta study fer prelims n o's.. so saddening.. haii.. but nehmind.. shuqii jia you!!! -.-" hao bah.. wo jiu feng dao cii.. bubuaii..~ whoops.. i fergort sumthing.. gp jia you to0~!!

+_.qii._+

2004-09-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

__`x lItEnG is here again...kekes...=D

aiyos...todae's a bad dae fer me...! cuz..me earli in d morning wake up got gastric pain...e worst thing to have in earli morning lors..! till now still heaven okies lors...stupid gastric of mine...=x not onli gastric pain...head oso pain...just now sit at delifrance, suddenly headache...kaos...me falling sick liaos...kekes...lik cursing myself like that...lols...

now so sians lehs...nutting to do...waiting fer 5.55pm...to go tuition...hahas...boring sians...all those whu online all awae de...no ppl tok to me...=) newaex...me todae v happie oso...me and dat sumone sort of hao liaos...? but me will still scare scare bahs...lik wad moi fren sae...mayb dat sumone is taking advantage of me...kekes...=D don xiang wai wai arhs...not those type of ...... gees...me this kind of ppl, so yucks...hehes...suan myself...reallie mahs...nobody wans me...kekes...nvm...mummie and daddie will wan me de...=D

-.-" hahas...me too sians liaos...so...yuan liang moi lame-ness, siao-ness and ehs...donos wad to sae liaos...=)

buais..nytes...sugary dreams...slp tyte tyte nehs...take cares ppl...! :)

-aH`tEnG-i5/5 :O)

2004-08-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

-lItEnG-gP10 lai yE...!

hahas...todae is teachers' dae eve got early release...good hors..? primary sch don hav lehs...so ke lian...kekes...=) although todae early release, me don hav those kind of mood to watch concert and celebrate nors...

me will give up de...will de...!!!kekes..me hab confidence in myself...must trust me kaes...wait fer so long ler...no point continuing liking him lors...over e past few months, the thing i regretted most was never having the courage to ask fer patch...kept dreaming, hoping, thinking, if i were to ask, wad will happen...? will we get back together...? will we remain as what we are...? will our frenship be ruined...? wad will his reaction be...? wad will he do...? will this will that...? questions, questions and only questions popped in my mind...never did it came out of my mouth...never...me v dan xiao bahs...hahas...

for e past week, i've did sumthing i've nvr done b4...to feign ignorance to sumone...donos whether zuo cuo ler mahs...?hahas...nvm lors...if cuz of this, our frenship went down the drain...i will be happy but sad at the same tym...happie dat i've realised this fren isn't reallie worth being...sad cuz we've been frens fer long...o.O! hahas...just hope that things will change fer the better...=) to dat sumone if you happened to read this: i've feigned ignorance fer sum reason...it's not fer no reason i wld do that to you...

sae other things noix...todae go Burger King study...guai hors...? ;) hehes...do maths till almost crazi sias...=X hais...i'm forever weak in maths...who can save me...?!?!?! prelims near liaos...scare liaos...zhen me ban...?!? hahas...sorries lars...me fridae suffered a great blow...till now the craziness heaven go off...hehes...=PpP...hmmm...so sians...kekes...=D

donos wad to write liaos lehs...hehes...next tym think dao den write bahs...i think hors...we shld put one name in front...e other name at the back of ur post yeah? can noix clearly who's writing...kekes...

buais...nytes...sugary dreams...slp tyte tyte wors...take carex ppl...! =)

aH`tEnG`i5/5

2004-08-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

aiyo eh.. wot on earth happened to our blog? y suddenly becum sho ugly? =x hahaa.. lac.. newae.. o's n n's cuming.. peeps muz jia you.. muz wei gp zheng guang! muahahaha.. alrite.. wo jiu feng dao cii..

+_.qii._+

heez

2004-08-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

so sianz.. no one blogging huh?
hahaz.. noe whyy le..
all of them no time to blog..
hahaz.. so tired sia..
jus woke up..
fall aslp while stuying ss..
haix.. still left four chapter to read..
so tired..
stress sia.. haix..
just got to fnish up before the actual "n"..
yupX..

2004-08-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

i am giving up on him!
watever..
none of his images are still lingering in my mind..
none of all now..
but i am still in a mess now..
i dont really know what to do now..
perhap..
i dont know..
i really dont know how..
when i know he is getting closer with someone..
my heart is in agony..
i am really giving up on him le..

now..
i am just trying my very best to know someone better..
he shower me with care and concern..
but never did i appreciate..
haha..
maybe.. that is the time now..
haix..
dONt la..
so.. jus bear in mind if i mood swing..
pls..
compromise me..
thankZ..
haiz..

anyway.. i am just..
crazy..
haha..
lame sia..
dont have the mood to crack lame jokes liao..
so sianz..

wei..
why noone blog de..
must be all of you busy with art or exams de lor..
haix..
so sad..
saded..
want to cry.. budden dont dare..
cause i dont really know what i am troubling of..
haha.. don care le la..
just let it be..

this is the important year..
where all of us are having "o" & "n"..
hur hur~
yen siao-ing again le..
haha.. blehx..
everybody were like so stress up.. where..
yen is still there q-ka..
muhaha..
i also vex with my studies sia..
i dont know anything for my math..
kaox..
i hate maths..
haha.. just
MUG HARD ENOUGH TO FARE FOR THE BEST!!
heez..

hey.. ya..
came across my friend blog which have a interesting quote:
"God's busy,
no one can help."
such a meaningful quote..
i like it..
it's like telling us..
how we humans have been neglected by them..
emotionally and physically..
haix..
we are e lonesome one..
we are so helpless..
if you don feel that way..
i feel it..
haix..
so sad..
haix..
i hate everyone that like me..
they spoilt me..
they give in to me..
they never really scold or shout at me..
they lent me their ears to confide in..
but never..
did they really shake me out of the visual world..
i am just in a daze..
never ever try to wake up..
i loath to wake up..
refuse..
obstinate..
an idiot..
asshole..
fucker..
shit..
loser..
failure..
jerk..
what am i?
i am just nothing but just a piece of junk..
shit.. haix..
dont know la..

is intolerable to accept someone that like you..
is worse when you are having one-sided love..
haix.. what do we really mean by love..
this word seems so familiar but is also so far away from us..
haix.. love is just nthing but thing that torture you..
haha.. gtg end le la..
remind me to say bout wat happen last fri.. yupx..
bubbai..

-aHyEnZ 04&08-

2004-08-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

oh yahh.. i fergot to add one thingg.. i luuuuurve moi wang wang boi to bitss!! hahaa.. he's juz

sho0o0o0o0o0o kuuuuutee!!! hahaa.. alritee.. that's alll.. i noe i'm lamee.. welll, that's mee.. =p

*- shuqi_ shang -*

2004-08-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

hii.. yen asked me to blogg.. sho i blog lorr.. hahaa.. aktually me also nth to sayy.. juz blog fer fun niaa.. hehee.. ermm.. yenn.. thanks fer ya concernn.. me nort depressed niaoo.. hahaa.. ermm.. nth much to say niaoo.. buaii.. hehee.. muackss to all finity memberss.. c",)

*- shuqi_ shang -*

dAy.. i wEnt to thE firEworKz 080804

2004-08-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

gP dAy..
080804..
HapPY bIrtHDAy wORx..
wAt A pIty..
wE cAnt gAtHEr oN thAt dAY..
haha.. Nvm lA..
is alREady eTched iN OUr HEArts lIAox worx.. :P
kekEz..
anyway..
i wENt OUt oN that day WitH my Sis aND coUsin ANd fRieds..
yupx.. haha..
went and watch the firewoRkx..
wOOhz~
is So fascinating, mesmerizing, captivating anD fabulous.. >.<
But.. on the negative side.. i saw hOW repulsive is singaporeans..
you noe wat? we waited for three trains before we can board it..
everybody is so kiasu sia..
haha..
den..
so tiring.. we went to watch e firework..
den hiyoyo..
we went.. to many many places..
before ending up at suntec..
haha..
we will like stayin over there to eat our dinner..
woOhz..
and.. we stay there till eleven plus lor..
and den reach home bout one plus lor..
wa~!
so late hor.. for my sis dere all la..
kekez..
hiyoyo..
nice trip there..
i will never forget the trip there..
cause hor.. my sis always think i am a disgrace..
hmph.. is already a miracle that she actually promise to go out with me that day.. wooH..

. . .

2004-08-09T12:00:00.000+08:00

muhahahaha.. let me laugh first.. haha..
haiz.. i am always the depressed yeNZ..
haiz.. sometimes.. i wonder..
do anyone noe me Thoroughly..
i doubt so..
i am alone..
always..
and forever like that..
is that me?
i also doNo..
in front of people is the cheerful, lame den yEnz..
but..
wHO can really noe me?
even my close friends don..
think so..
we are distance aways each other..
we dUnch noe each other anymore..
we are like strangers..
why am i so depressed?
i also dono..
not because of studies, friends..
but..
the one i admire..
haiz..
i. . .
dono how can i express myself..
i miss him lots..
nobody noe hu he..
i suffered.. no one share the misery with me..
haiz.. is so dejected.. so hurtful.. so miserable..
no one noe..
jus let it be..
i cant possible cry in front of him?
yupX..
jus let it be..

-ah yeNz-
-huRtZz-

2004-08-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

yOZ.. jus wAnna wrIte bLOg to kEep yA all uPDate.. =)
HAha.. hoPE you All wOnt tHInk i AM LOr sOh wOR..
thOUgh i nOE yOU all wiLL :P

hmmm.. ytD..
haha..
went to the extravanganza.. ooo.. nono.. is extravangaZIE.. haha.. ah ngee say de..
haha.. hmmm.. not bad la..
the primary school kids are so cute lor.. >.<
so funny when they dance..
hmmm.. prefer our sec school guys performance..
it sO fabulous..
esp the part when zinc hab a part in it.. >.< *wiNk*
haha.. it not i wan to exaggerate lor.. buT that is the FACT!!..
haha.. anyway.. i jus feel that way..
we are the best.. woOhz.. coOl mAn.. haha.. :P
gP is my Soul, my life, my mate, my everything.. =D
haha.. i like it..
without them i will die..
therefore.. i dont know whether i can survive nxt year..
haha.. but i noe.. i will.. cause they are in my heart.. :P
eee.. i say until too mushy liao la.. :P

ytd.. went fer school and celebrate national day.. join in the fun..
yupx.. haha.. not bad.. but jus cant figure out why our class cant unites like wat other classes did..
haix.. feel disappointed sia.. i like my fomer class.. i felt so regreted for not study hard last year..
but no point crying over split milk la.. haha.. jus try my best and aim for my ideal jc..
i still hab one more year..
noe..
you all will support mi de..
hope so.. :P haha..
don you all nag at me anymore..
i will study de..
CONFIRM!!
yaya.. =)
kekeZ.. crap a lot le hor.. haha..
aft school.. went Cp, shop for a while den conclude we shall hab our lunch at JAck Place..
sO.. went home and change before meeting.. cause.. we STINK.. haha..
i am late again..
always the one.. :P
woOhz.. went and order the student meal la.. of cause i not rich de lehx..
haha.. whu-er-ker.. the service there is so horrendous lor.. yuck..
he actually serves us the main dish before the appetizer.. omg..
we were like.. how am we goin to eat!!
shit la.. haha..
in the end.. i don hab any mood to eat lor..
haha.. when we eat halfway.. den we notice SARAH LAU was behind us.. with her hubby.. haha..
funny sia.. was like eavesdropping wat they are talking bout.. haha.. lame..
hmmm.. not bad la.. but didnt really finish my foods..
haha.. sianz..
den we went orchard lor.. haha.. den go play arcade.. haha.. dap lead us there..
not bad la.. budden quite alot of ah bengs.. kaox.. den the auntie tere so kp lor..
keep saying cannot bring water in.. fuck la.. kpkbcbk!!!.. haha.. :P
hmmm... den later on we.. walk here walk there lor.. (members include : teng, dap, valer (Q.A.D!!) :P and mE!!.. haha..
after that we went and find shwee and friends lor..
haha..
valer didnt come along.. yupX..
went to merlion park den.. haha.. so tired when we reach..
idiot angeline.. stupid la.. say wat say.. hang my phone ar.. happy la..
hao xing call you.. ask where you.. say don wan heaR my voice..
stupid.. hmph..
angry for wat.. i never re you lor.. :P
haha.. so sianz.. den hor..
lmc..
after the extravangaza.. we went to esplanade.. too bad.. e rooftop ish close..
cause it bout eleven when we reach..
haha.. so we jus go there walk walk lor.. den went home.. take train home..
haha.. zinc with us too, after her performance..
like the part she shouted across gP rAWk!! woOHz..
she was on the stage lor.. minister is present on the stage lor..
wEEtzx.. haha.. happy sIA.. :P
thINk goNNA end le lA..
haizx..

left three more days..

before i can see him again..

so torturing..

haix..

saded..

nvm..

i can survive de..

yuPx.. byE..

aHyenZ-gP08-i504..

2004-08-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

haizZz.. Jus feeL liKE blOggINg agAinx..
buT.. dIsAppOinted bY you GUys..
haIZz.. whY cAnt We CelEbrate gP biRHdaE tHIS suN..
whEN thE dAtE is SO nICe..
And IS Our AnniversaRy LEHx..
kAox..
iT HAb bEen fOUR year LIAo?
ritEX?
HahaA.. sUPpoSe..
sOO lOng lIAox lOR.. haha..
Jus WaNNa sAy..
i AM tIRed..
wHY AM i fEEling tirEd..
WHeN i fEel lIKE blOggiN..
haha..
HOw wIll i NOe?
i nOE lE.. you bLOg.. whEn yA sAD OR hAppy..
ANd the sUituation NOW iS.. i Am..
tIRed & sICk..
YAwNZ..
sOO tirED sIAz..
wAT a pity thaAt wE cAnt mAKe it ON..
fRi, sAT, sUN, Mon, tuEs..
is tAt poSsiblE???
oMg..
fIVE DAYS!!
AnD NO one CAN makE iT oN eiTHeR DAYS..
hAiXx..
hMMm..
PErHAp? WE CAN cHANgE gP dAy tO I5 OUtiNG?
is It nICE?
hAhA.. NOt bAd HOR?
cAN we? mAke IT on SUN?
thINk.. ALl depenDs ON ANGELINE le..
tHE reSt oF US.. foUr LA.. Sure ON de LOR..
cOZ.. tHEY gOT tuiTIon ON suN.. dEN i AnytHIng dE lor..
hAix.. HoPE so..
WE CAN MAKE IT ON THIS SUNDAY DE!!
hMMm..
iT hAs BEEn a YEAr wE HAb nOT tAkE pHotOs Le..
i MEaN..
toGEthEr fIVE of US lA..
haIX.. sADEd..
hMM.. SUre CAN dE hoR..
haha.. i WANNA go wAtch fiREwoRks ON sUN..
hOpe.. i CAn wAtch TOgetHEr wIth My bESTa OF fRIENds!! yuPX..
=)
haha.. AnywAy..
mY eXAms..
NOt toO bAD LA..
haha.. tWo FAIl lA..
My Geoz ANd Art.. MUhaha..
i fAIl my Art LEhx! PRo HOR..
buT cANNot BlamE LOR..
i hAb noT tOUch a SIngle pIece OF aRt fOR nearLy oNE year PLus le..
haha.. siANz.. DOn care lIAox..
i dON hAb AnY MOoD tO DO loOr..
EsP MY FnN.. haiX..
sO Sad..
think I dON wan wrITe lIAox..
haix.. CAuse fEEl so MOody lIAox..

FOUR DAYS!!
i CANt sEE *AhEM*..
waLiU.. toRturiN sIA..
haha.. YOu ALl wILL be GuessiN HU i like de..
haha.. dON intenD to say..
yOU all shOUld noe..
i AM not Willing to say de LOR..
haha.. :P
haiZ.. saDed.. fOUR days LOR!!
whY sHouLd We hAb So mAny HOlidaeS!!
sHIty shit!!..
haiX..
>.<>
haiZ..

buBbAI!!

aH`yEnZ 08
-eND-

2004-07-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tired siA.. listeing to JAy chOU "fAntasy".. hmm.. feel quite moody.. haha.. anyway.. is there times i am ever been happy? hmmm.. thnik no rite? haiX..

Hey!! hOW yOU guYS NOwdAY? i Am the saME oLd NGAN SIN YEN.. haha.. thINk no one bloG here.. hAix.. yoU gUYS aR.. ALl fiVe is tHOse wHO cAN onLine.. buT i JUS cANt see anyOne bLOg hEre.. sHOW no Appreciation to my "bLOG" hmPh.. tEng Ar.. yoU alsO Ar!! nice nice so wat? haiX.. nO oNE cAre to Blog..

i Create thIS blog.. so we CAn noe each other opinion.. bUt noW.. We weRE likE.. drifting more and more far away from Each other.. sOMetiMes.. i reaLLy thOugh we Are sTrangers.. we seems so far from each other.. hAix..

whY is the god so cruel! we are in different class is already torturing.. you even split us up in cca, houses, characters, interest.. or sort.. yaya.. our characters of cause different.. but it really take us a long time to re-understand each other again.. i am so tired.. nope.. not tired from this.. but tired of living..

haiZX.. friends out there.. you all should noe.. i am goin to be crazy becoz of that forever mysteriou guy.. rIteZ?? haha.. yaya.. i am the stupid one.. but.. i jus cant tell ya all hu is it.. haIX..perhAp.. you all will guess it rite ba.. haha.. don say i despo lor.. anyway.. this is a way to hide my feeling to the guy i like ba.. haha.. or else you all very fast jiu can guess who is he le.. haha..

haha.. i really noe how to crap.. haix.. anyway.. only you all will noe how depress i am.. haix.. sorry ar.. if i vent my anger on any of you.. haix.. you all should noe de lor.. i am not the cheerful sin yen in front of peoples lor.. i am the sin yen suffering from depression.. haha.. feel so sad for you all.. alway see mi bian chao chao.. haha.. buden hor.. sometimes.. hmm... let make it all the times.. i am the only one entertaining you all lor.. RITE? haha.. i am the one craking the lamest jokes of all.. haha..

haix.. why am i so bhb.. kekeZ.. :P xi guan jiu hao le ma.. rite? haha.. i am feeling the energetic sin yen bak!! haha.. soO lamE.. jsu feel like crapping now.. haha.. lor sor rite? kekeZ.. sin yen shi dao hao ren worx!! ahem.. let reflect wat i do over this past few days.. haha..
mon: hmmm.. rabbit ar!! see i so good ar!! pEI you go JOgging ar!! haha.. late in the afternoon lehx.. bout siX plUs!! den hOR i jus rAEAch home nia!! haha.. anyway we didnt really run la.. haha.. duo shi wo de chuo la.. haha.. wHo the laZy onE? haha.. of cause me lor.. hahaZ.. so i force her dON run.. kekeZ.. tired lehx.. cant expect mi to run ma.. haha.. den bout eight reach home.. so tIREd.. earlier on.. MUhahahA.. got the asshole cooking.. den i cook until vvv cham lor.. waliu.. idiotic fat butt.. orbi ar.. handphone lost!!! hmph!~ aft school went cP rite? haha.. den we all play with the artificial bra? weeet weet.. so fuNNy siA... no suPPort de.. jus stick on it.. EEee.. so erxin.. enjoy playing with the toys too in metro and kiddy palace.. haha.. funny lehx.. cause i am the one creating lame jokes again.. haha.. pengZ rite? :P haha.. anyway.. i am jus.. CHILDiSH.. OkIE?? :P

tueS? OOOO.. nothin much happen.. haha.. went cp too.. hmmm.. went to the samw place again.. but different peePs.. fun too lA.. haha.. full of energetic that day? rite? haha.. anyway.. i5 should noe why i am energetic? rite? haha.. only got two reason.. one.. i am vvvv happy.. or i am vvv sad.. haha~ ON that day.. i am vvv sad =(.. haha.. they wont noe de la.. think gP noe mi best only.. haha.. >.< lUb yoU guYS.. mUAckZ..

wed ne?? hahahahahahaha.. you noe wat? we hab being standing in front a tree for bout fifteen to twenty mins!! haha.. omg.. it so funny sia.. cause we saw a chamelon climbing up the tree halfway through.. den we were like.. want to di siao the chamelon lor.. we crush papers, stones etc.. den we throw at it lor..hahahaha!!!!!! tell you ar.. it's so funny sia.. haha.. we stare at the chamelon.. when one was kicking or thorwing at the tree.. the chamelon reaction is SSOOOOOO CUTE lor.. keke.. >.< haha.. funny sia.. it's is like wobbling it way up the tree.. haha.. so funny.. den hor.. we keep on kicking until it is at the brink of the branches.. haha.. funny lor.. den we were like threee siao char boh standin there, laughing like lunatic.. haha.. budden we fast siam when we saw the chamelon tail STRAIGHT up.. haha.. can see it is angry le.. haha.. and it was like rushing down to us.. funny sia.. haha..den we went cp again.. haha.. pei shwee go pass up her homeworkx sia..yong go home.. haha.. den i stop at serangoon.. haha.. on the way bak to kovan and wait for shuqi.. i slept.. haha.. i am so tired lor.. haha.. felt so drowsy.. omg.. tired sia.. haha.. den pei her home jiu go home le.. gan dong ma? haha.. anyway friends jiu shi yao pei peng you dao di ma.. kekez..

today? hmm.. haha.. went cp of cause.. went eat.. kfc.. haha.. leY so funny sia.. haha.. the whipped potatoes large lehx.. you actually managed to eat finish?!! omg.. i cant lor.. i eat halfway comfirm jiu will vomits de lor.. haha.. we will so funny lor.. haha.. go out with them sure v fun de lor.. haha.. waliu.. budden today i very poor things lehx.. hor shuqi?? hmm.. they treat me like ginuea pig lor.. waliu.. they put makeup on mE!! argh.. den the sale-ah soh was like so amuse by my make up lor.. waliu.. erxin.. haha.. actually.. i quite like it de la.. haha.. den went kiddy palace and metro again.. haha.. play with that stupid invisble bra again.. stick on it de lor? can you believe it not? yuCk!! it so sucky!! haha.. den went and play toys again.. so funny.. kekeZ.. den i was like trying to concentrate to read my novel.. omg.. leyYez.. Lub you sia.. the novel is so nice lor.. finally!! when they are trying out bikini?? weet weet.. i find some peaceful time to read lor.. haha.. the novel is so nice lor.. title:ai shang mu yan zuo de gong jian.. i really move to tears.. omg.. it great.. jus great!! haha.. hmmm.. btw they went and try bikinis wateva shit la.. haha.. didnt really notice much.. to engross in that book le.. den i was like jus tell them don bother mi.. and i am not exactly interested at their body.. hahahahahaha.. prefer muscular handsome hunk.. *droop*.. alamak la.. wo you fa hua chi le... anyway.. like that chinese novel.. three hundred pages lehx.. i finish it within two hours!! muhaha.. it too nice le la.. haha.. aft that we went home.. and den.. i am here to write blog.. haha.. gonna end..

jus wanna say.. i really like you alot.. >.<

-aH`yEnZ-
9.17pm
15th July 2004

====-ThE EnD-===

2004-07-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

hAix..

qI..

kekeZ..

like that NIcer rite?

haha..

lac lA.. also no need to food the blog rite?

haha..

yoU waN frEEdOM?

i WAn my loVE!!

buT i juS cOuldn't gEt iT..

i dON HAb thE cOURraGe to dO soO..

SADED~

wHY shoUld gOD makE wE thE huMAN to LOvE..

He IS sO seLfiSh..

i HAte hIM..

iHAte mysElf tOo..

tHIS woRLd sUcks!!

iT is sO tiRing To livE in thIS woRld..

sOMetIMes..

i REally WaN to Just juMP oFf the buildinG..

ANd PArt thIS woRLd..

i HAte HEre..

lIfe suCk..

Is not i Want to be a Pessimistic..

beCoz..

iS the TruTH..

hAix..

cAme acRoss a Nice pHrase..

"zuo yi dai bi, hao guo yi dao zhi ming"

hmM.. shOW soME seNSE..

hahA..

it SHow How CowArd i AM!

i rEAlly dOn DAre to tEll hIM i LIke him..

hAIx..

WHat shOuld i Do..

i REally dOno..

i Like HIm..

it is the true..

every mOMEnt i am thINking Of HIm..

fEEling guily..

cAUse i cAnt tEll you ALl guYs..

hAix..

aH`YEn
8.18pm
15th July 2004

-ThE EnD-

2004-07-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

siANz.. why the day is always so hard to pass.. it so suffering to live in this world.. yAWnZ.. but at least i try to adapt to this idiotic world..

2004-07-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha!!! sian sian sian!! why holidae is so torturing fer mi de~ omg.. kekeZ.. lalalala~ hmm.. goin out later.. shit la.. my cousin 21 birthday le.. haha.. goin with my sis to her chalet cum bbq.. YaWnZ.. so tired.. i haben even change yet lor.. yAwn.. now only 6+ nia.. haha..
hmmm.. talkin bout my cousin ar.. she quite pro de lehx.. anyway she is pro because she is the first ger to make it to university la.. haha.. cause she is the eldest in my fatehr side ma.. :P crap crap crap again!! kekezZ.. why cant i rest jus for one day!! haix.. like i been force to go out de.. haha.. btw is the true ma!~~haha.. crapping again... hmmm.. today quite good mood la.. cause jus wake up from a quick nap~
kekez.. so tired from ytd cookin.. kekez.. blAHz.. kekeZ.. budden is a nice experience.. haha.. >.< yUPx? kekeZ.. straight "o" listening comprehension we went home change le.. den meet at cp den go hougang point to meet yR.. haha.. soooOO cuTEE.. >.< we actually went and buy those cooking stuffs together.. haha.. kekez.. suddenly at that moment think my mother is so noble.. they are so pro when they are buying.. not like us.. hesitate there hesitate here.. haha.. in the end we stay in the ntuc for bout one and a half hours ba.. haha..so cute.. we find here find there de.. den buy alot of weird weird stuff home to cook.. haha.. we weere like so tired le lor.. haha.. hmm.. after that we went yR house to cook.. muhaha.. funny la.. don soo detail le.. cause i vv tired again.. muhaha.. waliu.. they all bully mi!! ya ma.. cause i everytime kana bully by them de >,< keke..
laugh wat laugh ma.. i really vvv *ahem* de ma.. kekeZ.. rite? kekez.. don say le.. haha.. sOo funny when we cook.. ar.. remember le.. yinru dad even tAKe out fire extingusher and put in the kitchen.. HE say "in case" haha.. so funny lor.. den still got lot of lot of thingy happened so cute.. haha.. we eat until vv full lor.. den we was like.. haha.. anyhow cook de.. everythin we also put the PEPPEr.. or the fish suace lor.. haha.. so fuNNY.. but den all turn out to be so nice to eat.. except.. ahem!!! muhahahaha... the potato orh orh de.. shuqi cOOK one.. *fingers all point toward her* haha~ keke.. really got lot of things to eat lor.. like spagetthi den eh.. mine!! stuffed cabbage!! haha.. eh.. potato.. veggie.. grilled salmon prawns ar.. eh.. squid.. eh.. haha.. still got wat ne? hmmm.. forget le la.. only noe that fifty bucks is for ytd tat ""WONDERFUL" dinner.. haha.. we finish cookin at bout 5 plus.. haha.. all of us haben eat breakdfast lunch and dinner.. soO.. that mean wat we cook is consider our three meal.. hhhaha.. yuPX!! still got the kinder surprise!! eee.. i forget to bring my toys home.. sob sob =(.. kekeZ PenGZ liao.. we buy and eat lor.. so funny.. hmmm.. still got fruits.. shuqi treat us grapes.. hhaha.. i also vvv good de lehx.. i treat them coke~ haahha 1.5L lehx.. but mostly i drink.. haha.. den include the mineral water i brought for myself.. haha..
haha.. talking bout morin la.. haha!! i am so touch worx.. >.< zinc you are the best!! i lub you!! mUAcKZ.. >,< haha.. she so wei da wor.. make ai xing mian bao for us to eat.. suppose all gP memebers got you mian bao ba.. haha.. after eaten your bread.. i suddenly feel so energetic worx.. haha.. den can concentrate on the exam lehx.. haha.. *think i exaggerate too much le* haha :P aNYWAY.. I AM TOUCHED LOR.. kekez.. so happy.. suppose.. all gP members also feel de same thing ba.. haha.. >.<.. happy.. ending soon le la.. !!

WEET WEET!! tml GOin to sentosa!! haha.. so HAPPY!!! YEAH!!!! -ahyeN08-

2004-07-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

i'm sadded.. =( -qi-

2004-07-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

hur hur~ first week of schooling!! Pui! siANz.. hAIx.. eLLox i AM ah yen.. muhahaha~ lame rite? kekex.. this week, starting of school! omg.. so siANz.. i am totally in a bad mood this whole week.. omG! i also dono why lehx..
jus don feel like talking at all.. esp in class.. siAnZ..haha.. jus feel that i am having depression lor.. so stress up~
haiz.. yAwnZ.. think i don hab the mood to talk ba.. haha..
really worx.. kekex.. pms la.. haha.. dono lehx.. nowday.. don really hab the mood to talk lOr.. i was like so sianz lor..
think i am jus stress ba.. keep on go out.. out!! AND out!! oh shit.. die le la.. haix.. feel so slacking.. and like a piece of junk man!! omg.. haix.. maybe that what i am ba.. haix..
feel so irritated by myself lor.. haix.. i hate myself.. can anyone change body with me!!.. argh.. tired of living!! really!! sometimes.. i wonder wat the use of goin to school den go home slp.. wake up go school.. the same routine over and over again.. omg.. shit shit..!!! all shit!! i am really tired le lor.. sometimes i really dono why i am here in this stupid fucking world suffering and actually endure it!! shit shit!! how i wish i can die.. and don stay in this unbearable place.. shit shit shit!! yuCk.. i hate this world.. and myself too!!! argh.. why god create us??? why why?? i really wonder why!! haix.. i am jus tired.. tired of everythin.. yUck.. haIX.. too stress le la.. haix.. saded!! think PMS la.. haha.. i feel so weird this whole week.. think i am a zi bi er le.. dON talk much le.. ME?? siN yen actually can don talk for more ten sentences?? Omg? unbelieveable bA? haha.. yUpx.. this is wat i am now!! haix.. even facing gP i don even hab the euthusiatic to crack stupid lame jokes.. seldom le.. cause i jus feel.. SICK!! SiCK!! omg..
i am sicK?? metally sick?? hmmm.. think so ba.. haix.. saded.. this whole week.. argh!! i am like died peep.. haix.. jus one stupid long face pull until so long and black.. don even recongise myself.. oh shit!! argh!! sianz!!!
haix.. tml den update le la.. wanna rest le!! aH-yEnZ

2004-07-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

hi peeps.. wo lai loh..~ haha.. erm.. took chi o's oral exam today.. wot a flop.. i thot da passage veh easy to read.. den will shun shun li li.. na li zhi dao.. i suffered form kou chi when being tested!! argh! sadded.. haix.. haiya.. anyway.. it's over.. another load off moi mind.. jux wanna wish those who've nort taken their oral da best of luck..~ remember to crap more! okie.. that's all.. byebye..~ -gp01-

2004-06-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

hur hur~ so sIaNz.. nowday there are still so many problemmz not solve.. haix.. sAded~ PENGZ.. anyway.. rabbit and i okie le.. muhaha..~ jus think i am jus so childish to actually quarrel with her.. okie?
think mon we really click on a real long chat.. rite? bout ten plus to one plus am.. rite? yupX.. talk real serious matter.. and is somwhow mature for me.. yuPX? kekeZ.. thinK really..!! i am the one to ying qi this dao huo xian de.. haix.. should be the one to say soory to ya all.. yupX.. haiZ.. anyway.. i noe we shall survive from this obstacles de!! yUpX.. hAAiz.. should be more mature in my thinking ar.. haixZ.. keKEz.. sTill got wat nex?
talk bout ytd? ytd? sIANz.. haha.. ehz.. ytd i brought one shirt and one pant from ebass.. yuPX.. den one so call de jacket from girdano junior.. den one shirt from samuel and kelvin.. and den one t-shirt from ddp for my dad.. remember still own him a father day prezzie.. yupX.. kekeZ.. den hor.. like that i spend bout hundred over plus lor.. PEnGz.. Okie la.. heart pain.. pocket got a big hole le.. kekez.. anyway.. happy to get wat i want.. but hor.. my wish to get a whole set of levi jeans in not complete~ bleHx.. toO ex le la.. one jeans can cost my so many money.. rather buy from dcp la.. blEHx.. siANz.. buDDEn hOR!! ytd i went and watch the best bet!! yuCK!! not nice de.. mostly hokkien.. how could i possible to understand their languange!! omg.. not really an enjoyable show.. don like the setting of the story.. blEhx.. it was like being cheated like that.. after all the horrible and violent action den they was like eh.. it a dream after all.. PEnGZ.. den hor very funny lor.. i went to watch with angeline den hor.. after the show.. we den found out zinc and shwee actually watch the same show with us same time same place.. omg.. unbelieveable.. PenGZ.. haha~ siAN.. don write le.. tired.. haix..

2004-06-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

haix.. long time no blog le.. nothin to do during the holidays.. sick~!! =-`( haix.. no point writing anything le.. haix.. as in finity not like finity le lor.. saded.. for the two whole weeks i was like xing shi zou rou.. haix.. everyday go out but i didnt really enjoy.. all i think about why did i quarrel with angeline.. haix.. if i am not wrong i quarrel with her on 28th may.. happy la.. haix.. now you even suspect i am the one who cause you tio virus.. kAOx.. is that what you actually think of mE??!! do you think i am this type of person? even i hold grudge with you that doesnt mean i will take revenge all sort of stupid stuffs!! since you really think so.. i have no choice.. since you think i am those peoples who will not be regret for her action.. i have no chioce too.. i dUnch noe whether you will see this blog not.. but sometimes.. i really think you jump into conclusion too fast!! what kind of friend are you? i doubt.. i am in a total mess.. sometimes.. i really think we cant communicate at all!! yesh!! i admit i did said some real nasty thingy to you.. but hab you ever think of it.. some might be the true???? did you ??? saded!!
talking bout the email...!! i was so angry when i heard SSOMEHOW you point the finger at me!! is it my fault??? do you ever think that you got e virus earlier than that??? do you ever think of that?? ANd why??? OUT of forty plus peoples i send you are the only one who got that virus.. can you think carefully before accusing someone!! do you really think i am so mean to do that? is it how you judge your friend??!! ha..ha.. [i am mean.. i am the unreasonble one.. i only think of my own good.. i am the one jumping to conclusion.. i am the selfish one.. i am the evil.. i am those who never feel guilty when i blurted oout those nasty words..] happy?? at that moment.. i really feel guilty and sad for what i did.. but do you actually think.. i SHOULD be the one to be responsible for all this problems.. yea you might think so.. you might also think i think too much!! and i am not the only one who is sensitive about friends.. do you ever think of yourself?? do you also think that way?? i dUnNOe!! but can you assure that those thoughts never come across your mind?? then why did you ask me why didnt i call the other people to talk but you.. asking the obvious.. you are my best friend, you share the secrets with me.. why should i call the other?? damn it.. you don treat me like your friends.. jus friends? currently i don think you treat me like friend.. maybe i think too much le.. maybe this will be what you want to say.. what for? once we quarrel there will be a very big gap between us.. can we will like keep finding faults of each other.. i don think we will spare a thought for each other.. wat can i do? worst..!! you will lilke bo chup bo chup de.. how can i think you treat me as your important friends.. ha.. ha.. maybe i think so highly bout myself le.. ha.. ha.. when i go out.. i always think that i will prefer to go out with you lor.. haix.. you are the one that i can share lame jokes with.. :x haix.. budden now??! you are the one that i can share my secrets lor.. frankly speaking you cant expect me to tell shuqi wat.. cause.. you are the one that i can share with.. haix.. saded.. you no nid tell shuqi le.. she noe de.. haix.. talk bout this for wat..? no use le ma? haix?
goNNA end soON le la.. jus wanna tell you i am sorry for wat i had say.. real sorry.. but i can confirm you wat i send to you is not a virus lor... as in the ctrl-a is merely a method to highlight the whole window.. that did not invites any virus into your com.. oKIE??????? are we stiLL friends btw? miss the times i share with you.. i prefer to go out with you la.. no matter how muuch more outing i go out with shuqi they all i still prefer your accomapany.. cause i regard you as my best friends.. do you? hope you happen to see this.. den give me a reply here.. in case you dono how to log in.. go to www.blogger.com den type in the password that five of use got.. jiu ke yi le.. haix.. :P can i stil crack the lamest jokes to you?? hahax.. pengz.. bo huay gong le..
ermz.. anyway dou hao le.. =) jus to remind myself of my foolish action.. yuPX..

2004-05-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

wat did i do last friday ?? omg.. i actually forget le.. omg.. why i forget wat i wan to write.. alamak.. let review wat i do the past few days la.. haha.. why don we talk bout last sun? muhaha~ wat can i say nehx.. i am so tired today lor.. no mood to type le lehx.. haix.. sianzatioN~ muhaha~ how i wish i can stay happy always.. haix but i cant~ keke.. don say this le la.. talking bout last sunday hor~haha.. that day is a mother day.. woOH.. suppose to stay at home and orh orh de lehx.. budden~ my friends tell mi go out lor.. den jiu go out study lor.. bo bian.. haix.. sian.. but hab to type finish all lehx.. keke.. so i go out study lor.. and den that day rabbit birthdae lor shun bian bang ta qin zhu lor.. haha.. mother day i also got prezzie lehx.. keke.. GeR GeR thanKeW Worx..~ *muAcK* haha.. but hor.. gastric pain lehx.. damn pain lor.. aiyoyo.. no mood to write le lehx.. esp on mon.. waahHH~ bui tahan ar.. damn damn sad lor on that day.. haha~ i was like moody the whole day.. consulted moi i4 peeps.. overall quite good one de.. gib mi advice lor.. except.. rabbit.. shOO bad de.. i cant stop crying on mon niteZ.. waliu i was really very sad that day lor.. budden.. mix mix la.. cause later at nite.. my-ex msg mi jia you msg.. i was like so touched and happy.. but don any how think la.. cause he got stead lor worx.. keke~ den tues ar.. i think i went liteng house and study.. anyway i jus go there n created a havoc.. haha.. wednesday lehx?? ORh.. ooOoO i remember le!! kaox.. this ish the day i am angry lot.. bish~~ someone ps us and go liteng house lor.. nebe tell us say go home wateva la.. kaoX.. den.. call and told them off lor.. i was like so angry and.. dono how to say lor.. i really mean to study one lor.. but they were like don believe i will study de.. so angry na~ budden.. went to library with other friends la.. talk and tallk fer quite long de.. haha.. but also same time like usual go home.. bout 7-8 pm like that~don blog le.. no strength le.. tml den write~

2004-05-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

wat to continue.. suddenly feeling so blue now.. haix.. i also dono why lehx.. haix.. so sad.. lalalalalalalala~ say wan study de.. budden.. also nebe study lor~

2004-05-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

lalalala~ got test today.. chinese de.. so sian lor.. got to move up to 4g.. haix.. okie la.. first time gP all members in the same level worx~ keke~ actually nth to write one lor.. coz i jus wanna say sth.. tml den write la.. coz hor.. no mood to update today.. haha~

2004-05-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

hiax~ did all this quiz la~ quite true worx.. keke~ remeber no matter how you a extrovert.. bubbly.. cheerful.. friendly.. sometimes you will fall and hab your dark moment lor.. but don ever give up!! jus embrace those friends that is having emotional problems~ cheer them up~ so stay happY always! =) =) keke~

2004-05-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

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2004-05-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

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2004-05-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

i AM SO confuse la!! haix.. dono la.. i always think on the dark side of my life.. i dono why! nope no ever the alien le.. haix.. i jus like to be with the one i like~ but i noe i cant~ even though that ppl don hab any stead.. haha~ cannot say hu la.. say le i sure will not like that ppl le~ haix.. so sad.. long time nebe update le.. yi update den like that.. hiyoyo~ den hor.. wat ar.. orh.. today.. we went to cp and revise for our chinese it bout twelve sth when we reach there.. hiyo~ went to kfc and eat.. den.. my position quite good one lor.. dono lehx.. cause i was like keeping turning back and look at him.. he is at mac lor.. haix.. dono why lehx.. i really don like him le lor.. but i keeping talking bout him lor.. haix.. maybe is jus kou shi xin fei.. to cover up the person i really like lor.. haix.. true enough lor.. i like ******** haix.. include spacing de lor~ muhaha~ no body will ever guess rite~ haha~ haix.. dono la.. sometime i think i jus too emotional.. peoples say i cheerful i don really think so lor.. haix.. the only person that i share trouble with is that rabbit lor..(maybe..) long time nebe chat with her le.. haha~ haben continue the study thingy worx~ noe what!! that damn stupid idiot fucking security guard is so idiotic!! damn it.. my mood ish already not good le lor.. den we revising in the children corner he come here and give us a damn stupid scolding lor.. "you all nan chiau very famous le.. now you still eat in the library later i send this to the public you all will be more famous!" fuck la.. so stupid lor.. i was really very ANGRY lor.. feel like giving him a good hard PUNCH! cHee byE la~~ ANGRY LE la.. wa kao..~ don say le !! i cannot swear vuglarities!! haix.. hack care la.. nxt time i see him diao him Ar.. don say i nebe tell him ar.. i DIAO ppl you den noe wat ish scary ar.. i seldom diao ppl de lor.. i really diao that ppl sure cham de! haix.. be happy don say le.. haix.. but in the library we also hab funny thingy happen~ haha.. so cute~ some ger from sjc sat beside us and study.. den one ger ger call tan mei dan said" excuse mi ar.. can i stretch my leg for a while?" aiyoyo~ so cute lor.. but be sure that i don gib a damn intrest of the same sex.. haha~ yr, shwee and mi was like so funny lor.. we laugh until we penG haha~ den they also beli de nosiy lor.. haha~ we study in the library for two hours lor.. saw judy dere with her sis.. haha.. so tired.. we test each other about 50-100 words only la.. die liao la.. learn soOOo little only la.. shit.. tml test dono how lor.. when we were bout to go.. the tan mei dan friends shouted she say tan mei dan wan shuqi no. wor.. haha~ so cute.. don any how think worx.. jus makr friends only ma.. anyway she look so friendly compare to her group of friends~ hahA~ when we left tu shu guan its about 4 le lor.. haix.. den we went metro see see walk walk look look.. den we look at bra lor.. so many of it.. haix.. the truimph t-bra.. no different from other lehx.. wan to buy =P.. keke.. nothing much le.. bout 5 sth we left cp lor.. keke~ so sian.. wan to end le.. ~ forgive is betta than to keep in your heart and bear it yourself~ if any friends do you wrong jus forgive.. haix.. bu yao ji chou ba.. wei shen mo shi jie na mo duo de fan nao.. wo ai shang le ta ke shi wo ai bu qi ar.. wo zhen de hao shang xin~ wo hao ai hao ai ta.. bu shi ET la~ wo zi ai mo mo mo mo~ wo zhen de hao ai hao ai na ge ren!! ke shi wo hao fan ar.. yao wo xian zai kai xin wo kai xin bu qi ar.. wei shi mo you na mo duo fan nao~ sTay HAppY bA~ i will try my best to be happy~ dON wORry~ i wiLL try..

2004-05-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)]

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2004-04-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~! can i be clear of the road in front of me!! how i wish i can!! so SAD!! haiX.. i sHOUlD GIVE up!! THAt ALL!!

2004-04-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

lala~.. waliu.. today so sad.. not becoz of him la.. hmph.. =( becoz of.. my GUM~ my mouth hurt.. sob sob.. so pain lor.. den under the tongue hor.. got a lump of thingy there lor.. eeee.. so disgustin lor.. omg..~! no mood to write le la.. bout that mr ng hor.. he also quite poor thingy one lor.. actually last time i hope he go one la.. but now he left us.. i feel a bit of bu she lor.. haix.. sometime you cant only look at the person one side but with both side den you can judge the person lor.. haix.. dono la.. jus came home so tired.. jus now i go cp find them to do "hw" sia.. c i so smart dono where they go i also can find them.. muhaha.. they at captain cook worx.. but hor i go home change den go de.. but i don wan go de.. cause before we go at school i saw him lor.. he waitin fer **** ***.. haix.. de waliu~ totally no mood le.. jus went home den read comic.. haix.. so sad hor.. dono la.. in the end wo hai bu shi go there.. jus to.. see him la.. but too bad i didnt saw him.. =*(.. bye bye.. don talk le..

2004-04-26T08:53:00.000+08:00

lalala~ now at school wan to write now.. or else later i forget bout it.. so sad lor.. haix.. yi zao ba zao go skool den saw them go to school together.. waliu.. so sad sad.. ..actually i not so sad one.. but hor.. mus continued sia.. so sian.. dono wan to write wat lor.. haix.. i not thinking bout him lehx.. but someone i really like and no one noe who that.. haix.. so sad.. =) keke..

oh my god!~ i am jus confused!! dOno lEHx.. haiX.. gP losta of problems nowday.. i wan to take back my words liaox.. even the one that should be really angry hab already forgiven her.. wat can i do? haix.. forgive too lor.. no matter wat she is still my friend.. or rather say.. she is still part oF gEr PowDEr.. keke.. sHooO manY peEPs cRied Today.. sHHoo saD woRX.. haIX.. i aLso LEhx.. :X.. keke.. saw HIm cUm wITH HEr lOr.. dEN i WAit 4 sHUqi coME skOOl coMplain.. >.< dEN hor she soO lAte Den Come.. soO i REn until after assembly lOR.. den i dRop feW dROps of tears nIA.. =( hmPh.. only few few DropS lOR.. hahA.. cANNot eNTEr msN Worx.. somEoNE diD soMeTHing REAL BAD TO cindy LOR.. KAOZ.. dOno WHy lehX.. i FEEl ANGRY!! hAIx.. thOUgh i stILL angRY.. but thE peEP cANNOT liKE that dui hER MA.. hAIx.. xin hen fan xiang ge wu di dong.. haix.. LIke wAT Zinc Put in msN (hEARD SO LA).. "cINdy is sTIll PArt OF gIRl POWER.. THOSE WHo ''BadMOUTH" HEr.. wILL gEt IT fROM OUR gIRl POWER mEmbERS!!))" wOOH!!.. fEEL so touchiNG LOr.. sELdoM c HEr sAY uNtil so HioNG lor.. wAAHZ!! ADmiRE her.. PErHAp No MAtTEr HOw shE trEAt us.. sHE iSH stILL gP membERs.. wE R sTILL fRIENDs.. thERe are no forever enemies.. we should learn to forgive lor.. talking bout this.. i remember those memories that somE PEePs dIscriMmiNAte mi.. haha~.. it is reaLLy a DAMN fuCking BAD feeLIng.. i Even Promise i woNT let ANy of MY friends to Feel thAT waYS anymore.. sOMEtiMEs.. i tINk i am selfish to ActUAlly tink sHE ish baD.. haIX.. will peoples also think that ways of me.. i doubt.. therefore.. dON use this kind of view to actually coNfirm she that kind of peepx.. but i also dono lehx.. baSicAlly.. I lIKE my GOOD fRIENDS.. or rather say.. I LOVE THEM!!.. shoOO DOn bULLY thEM.. oR eLSE you ALl rEALLY wiLL get iT fROM mi LOR.. erM.. but shE i nOT suRE LA.. buT i t.. tt.. t... thInk i will sIDe her.. because of that incident la.. not other one la.. haixXX..
still got wat to say ar.. i very lo so de worx.. mus all write down i scare i cant remember LOr.. i very bai chi de.. wat you say i sure forget nia.. haha~~ friends here friends there.. ma fan ar.. therefore sometimes.. having many de friends ish also not a good thingy worx.. *wiNKz*
last time i always notice someone de lehx.. but die liao le.. now i don even give a hack to look at that peep.. so sad.. not mi la.. but to that person.. muhaha.. yea i forget the person le loR!.. muhaha.. but quite sad one leh.. duno? lalala~
JUz hOPe thiS isSUe wILL hURrY seTTLE.. aND hOPE we gP wiLL sTIll hab teN pEEPS.. not nIne.. haix.. sO SaD.. CONFUSEd.. sAD.. sOBsOB.. >.<,,..

2004-04-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

wawa~ shuqi happy birthday worx~ today ish our oldest lao tai po de bithrday~ gIrl power she ish consider or confirm ish the oldest!! haha.. she our lao tai po worx.. don bully her worx.. don tink she the oldest but hor her size beli the small de worx.. so don bully our lao tai po worx.. we gP no da jie.. got lao tai po.. muhahah~ wan mi sing song not ? i know when i sing song you all will like siam siam mi one hor.. but nebemin wo bu jie yi.. i wan sing song le worx.. happy birthday song hor ?
"haPPy bithday tO you"
hAppY birthday to you"
haPpppPPy bIrthdaY tOOO
LAO TAI PO''
muhaha.. nice song.. hmm.. great hor ? of coz la.. cause i sing one ma!!
so sian worx.. cannot use msn lor.. kaox.. haix.. so writing blog now to jie men.. haha~.. let mi say bout wat we do today la~.. :p

haha.. today morning after having our oral we went back home lor.. cause we still hab to wait for angeline and rong rong to finish their oral.. so long lor ~~ den we hab to hab school uni lor.. cause two of them don hab the time to go back to change :p.. haha.. we suppose to meet at 3 one de.. but we late because we wait fer the piggy lor.. ahdui~ haha.. den valer ar.. rabbit ar.. rong ar.. they not late one lor.. cause they saw mi, i saw them.. so they alight and wait together with mi~ haha~.. den we went to the saki sushi to makan worx.. at bout 3.37pm.. haha.. i didnt eat lor.. each pepox bout 7+ ba.. haha.. but i only spend three $$ only.. haah.. coz i "snatch" from them those foods lor.. :PpP i beli bad hor.. den beli de funny lor.. keke.. of cause la.. coz we gIrl powEr sure got funny funny thing to crap bout one.. ~~ so exciTED!!!! waAHH~ but.. .. ... ... ... ... ... we still short of two pepoxs.. but but~... . .. we got eight members goin today~ tHe REAL and QUALIFY gP members ba.. haix.. don talk bout this.. let be happy ~ we eat until so full lor though we nebe eat buffet.. haha~ don we nao chu many many xiao hua lor.. haha~ but they all got so many many dar dar lor~~ i don hab.. =( no la i got PiggY(liteng) to pei mi~ haha..
so funny lor.. we talk alot alot of rubbish lor.. keke~ i feel most happy today within this month.. haha~ we girl power go out worx.. sometime i realli think we are the most united group lor~ keke.. we eat fer bout one and a half hours.. i supposed.. den bout five something we left for cineleisure for take photos~~ haha.. soOO excited lor.. for mi la.. like i nebe take before like that.. :pPPp hahaha~ sOO haPpy.. we were like so FUnNY lor.. sOO cUTEEE!! i like it!! before we reach there we saw clifford and huishi.. haaha! serve someone being dump.. haix.. i also dono lehx.. coz she in gP den if we like that say will be very de bad.. but if we don say we will feel worse.. sometime cindy like very fake lehx.. how can she DO that to her friends lor!! haix.. feel angry.. but wu neng wei li ar.. huo shi li bu cong xin ar.. so sad.. no comment la.. but most of the time we will like always talking bout this "issue" lor.. haix.. gP ar.. we are not completed lor.. if this incident nebe happen.. maybe today got the whole gP (10peeps) goin le.. haix.. someone actually pei her go home la.. kaox.. no comment.. =X.. haix.. don shao xin le.. talking bout taking photos.. we only take two times.. broke liaox worx.. no money la~ haha.. the first time we take ish sOOO UGLY LOR!! waliuzz.. den second time nicer~ or rather said ish very very de nice loR.. haha.. gonna scan it and put into the friendster.. =X.. shh don let valer noe ar.. later she hack my friendster and delete the photos.. :pPp.. (most of them noe my passwords of everything Worx :pPp).. keke.. after that we specially went to the hereen to go to the toilet lor.. so lame rite?.. den we walk walk walk walk to somerset.. and den go home.. lalalala~... i like the incident in the mrt.. haha.. before and after the process is so funny.. we were like tarnishing our school reputation while we started our conversation.. haha~ wOOhOO!! den we talk many many many many many many many many many many crap wOR.. don say le.. cause realli losta craps..
talking bout the sport day.. heard that it is cancel due to the rain.. haix.. he goin to the sport thingy worc.. good la.. later he can pei her go home ma.. haix.. not my business rite ? haix.. lalalala~ don wanna spoil my moods.. haha!! den we saw bj they all during the trip to somerset.. i tink they were goin to work in e han's place ba.. lala.. so sian.. actually wan to wish him all the best for the item he participate in one.. buden i don dare lehx.. saw him during the oral test.. haha.. he was at the canteen lor.. den we sit near near him worx.. DAZE~~ :PpP i jus keeping turning to see him lor.. ish not me that one.. but my eyes jus cant be control and seem to drift to him.. haha.. :pP.. i shy liao la.. :P shit.. shit.. jus think that he is my "MR RIGHT" lor.. too bad.. he gt **** *** le.. no chance le.. but if i ever hab to chance to confess i SHALL DO IT~ sOB.. :PpP.. i will not be defeated so easily de WORX!! haha.. suCH a great day today.. we will like so happy lor.. except when we came across cindy this topic.. MIxes feeling arousing us lor.. haix.. doNo LA.. ending soon..
forget to say how i reach home and when worx.. keke.. i beli de good one.. we reach cp at bout 7.30 ba.. den we go walk walk and go hallmark see got the purse we wan buy de not.. gP wan buy rite ? i not sure lehx :P.. but i wan to buy.. cause ish sooOo cute lor.. :PpP den den.. i beli beli de good wor.. i pei zinc go home.. nei ni nei li poO Poo.. don pei de rabbit go home.. :ppp her ez-link still with me lehx.. use finish ALL her money.. muhahaha.. den we talk here talk there lor.. haix.. talking bout losta secret lehz.. (i tink so ) :pPp.. keke.. den i pei her to her block den i went to the bus stop and take 372 lor.. keke.. so tired la.. reached home bout 8.45.. quite early de la.. =)
last but not least SHWEEE!!! HAppy BIrtHdaY wORX.. sHWEE~ nice lehx.. your this ru ming.. :pPp.. tata~ =eNd= ahYen08

2004-04-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

haix.. c la.. i long time nebe update my blog le.. haix.. but also got nth to write lor.. tml shuqi birthdae worx.. i haben buy prezzie for her yet.. OooPs.. how.. nebemind la.. we gP still got other four haben buy fer her lor.. :p so nebemind one la.. haix.. dono lehx.. nowdays.. realli moods swing very fast lor.. hiyo~ dono why lehx... feel so hot-temper nowdays.. so idiotic~ arggH~ sometime.. attend the lesson half way.. suddenly i feel so buai song.. and feel like punching people lor.. haix.. dono la.. for no reason i angry lor.. omg.. mus go mh le.. keke.. haix.. moody.. moody.. =(.. jus now dono why cry lor.. But I AM NOT a crybaby.. but i also dono why i cry la.. so if anyone see mi crying.. don make a big fuss.. jus give mi time to cool down.. haix.. endin.. wait.. i hate someone for no reason.. jus one person.. omg.. i dono why.. :p bye~

2004-04-10T11:30:00.000+08:00

i m back again lor.. =D.. lala.. nth to write la.. went out ytd.. erm.. quite fun one lor.. *wINk*.. keke.. haix.. nth to write le.. so sian.. ytd quite early reach home lor.. bout 8:45 like that.. haix.. den nothing to do lor.. cause my father took away the modem!! haha.. but i found it today.. haha~ *vIctORy* yea~ keke.. den finally and come and talk rUbBish here~ haha~ yea lor~ haha.. got so many problemx nowday lor.. haix..~ dOno la~buai~

2004-04-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

haha.. i am back finally.. haix.. jus feel like writing today worx.. haha~ my sister finally got friendster le!! and i force her help mi to write testi~ haha.. but hor she very bad lor.. write until i very bad like that.. hmph~~ haix.. nebemind la.. did a quiz today.. and is really true lor.. haha~
[[Ngan Sin YEn
You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.
You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.
You are self-centered and disagree other people's feelings and ideas. You normally go against social rules and regulations.]]haha.. that all le.. ya lor..i totally agree with the mysterious person de.. coz those that jus noe mi or only chat with mi only a few time will not actually ''know'' mi de lor.. haha~ cause i seldom reveal with feeling to those friends.. haha.. but to those i REALLy noe one lor..

heard so much bout him today.. walau.. realli feel so sad bout it lor.. but they together very very de close all this thingy la~ haix.. so sad lor.. den we went to Mac eat.. den hOR.. don feeL like eating so shift to KFC and eat lor.. and theN hOR..i totallY no MOOd to eat le loR.. they damn slow lor.. drag here drag ther de lor.. haix.. FAN AR!! haix.. dono~ >.< often mood swing nowdays den hoR don even hab the mood to study lor.. jus feel like slping every moment lor.. slack ar!! haix.. feel so bloated nOW!! jus finish drinking two bOttLE of that daiSin the nutrient water lor~ haha.. jus feel so sad.. den i only intend to buy jus one 1.5l de water to drink one lor.. but den hor !! so suay lor.. got wat buy one get oNE frEE!! walau!! hab to drink all lor.. haix.. too sad le.. mus drink water to vent my anger!! *wiNk* =) no la.. later.. i will feel betta ONE!! i wiLL one loR.. LOoK ON thE bRIGht SidE woRX =)=)=).. gonna end soon.. buAI~ =eND= aHyen08

2004-04-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

yoZ there.. jus came back from WOODLAND!! wa.. sound so far hor.. haha.. feeling so .dotx. today.. haix.. dOno lA.. wAAHz.. jus went to the ESPIRIT shop and i hab find a tEE that i LIKE.. wOOhZ >.<.. so happY~ goNNA buY next wEEk.. no money this week ler.. bROKE.. why got so MANy pEpOz.. birTHdaY.. haiX.. dON fEEL like talkING le.. haha.. ltr den update.. haha.. den HOR.. dONo leh.. feEL so WEird de.. nebe exercise this weeK.. >.<.. mus GO swImminG tmL!! yeaH :>.. haha.. ahYen04/gP08

2004-04-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz~ finally i am here.. haha.. sooO tired.. online for bout 7 hours le.. so tiring today lor.. actually nothing to talk bout one.. but i still wan to write~ haix.. dono lor.. don always talk bout him la hor.. haha.. talk bout myself ish betta lor.. waAA!!.. but i am so tired le lor.. haix.. tml still hab to go to west mall and perform.. when i actually ish only helping out in props only.. haix.. waa!! i wan to shout leh.. haix.. i really really dONo Why i am FeeLIng sooO mOOODY nowdays LOr.. haix.. maybe tink too much of him le lor..haix..
haix.. dono la.. sometime i realli wanted to cry lor.. but as you can c lor.. i seldom cry in front of anyone lor.. haix.. but dono why i jus wanted to break down and cry jus for this once time.. haix.. dono la.. feeling so sad.. HAIX.. i jus say out la.. i dON tinK i M saD becoz OF him LA.. and FInity.. Don gUESs that pErSOn you all always tink one LOR.. but in my mind i jus keep thinking of one person.. cANNot tell la.. mus make sure i like that person not.. den i tell you all lor.. haiX >>>.<<< bu yao bi wo wor.. bu ran wo hui beng kui ar.. haix.. can c one lor.. i cough here cough there for bout one 3weeks le lor.. and haben fully recovered yet lor.. feeling so weak... sick of myself now.. dono la.. when think bout all this things i jus think i am make of glass, feeling so fragile.. haix.. dono dono la.. buai buai.. gP08/finity04..

2004-04-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

_hEhEx_sianx..i have been in here for 2 hours?or 1.5hours?_kEkEx_long enuff bahx..of cuz notx come in here to write this blog larx..Have you notice da change??_hEhEx_chio horx?aH`tEnG make de worx~!_gEeX_make until now i soOooOOo tired siax..i wanna take a rest..if notx, i will promote from a pig to an extinct panda siax.._hEhEx_but nowadays my eyes got problem ler..my eyes keep diao-ing e wrong person lorx..keep diao-ing my frenz..like last nitex after e Vocale Extraordinare like that..haix..how nehx..stupid sin yen larx..take wad stupid 372..hai de wo dei go dao cp interchange..ur fault larx.._hAhAx_jux kiddings..i think i continue the 'construction' tml bahx..i quite tired of html for todae.._hEhEx_mayb tml my pig's brain functioning more efficiently, den final product is betta nehx?_hEeX_if horx..u all don like wadeva things i have changed horx..muz say lehx..if notx..i will lazi go change de worx.._hAhAx_that's a pig de ben neng..ByEbyE~! tAkE cAreX~! nItEx nItEx~! ehx..heaven go slp yet lehx..nvm..say first.._kEkEx_ ~hUgS~ -lItEnG-i5/5-gP10

2004-04-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

yOZ~yOZ~.. feelIn so HAppY tODAY!! haha.. i xue guai le.. mus clarify hu m i first.. i am..

tata~ siN yEn la.. the ke ai de niu'er~ haha~..dON saY so MUCH le.. let talk bout my today lor.. actually hor like wat liteng say i don wan to go that vocale thingy one.. but i bi bu de yi.. cause gIrL-POwEr ish MoRE important.. don say i nebe mention lor.. if you let mi choose between friendship and relationship hor.. i will choose friendship one de lor.. this show how important gP is to mi.. haha..
damn tired today lor.. keke.. saw him todae.. quite shuai la.. but not very shuai lor.. haha.. cause his eyes very small lor.. te heng li hai.. wo wu hua ke shuo.. keke.. but hor.. another matter la.. wE [*]gîr£ ÞøWë®[*] ish always de best lor.. We can realli see that zINC anD cINdY hab already tried their best.. it their own lost not to give them first la.. gP memBER all sing songs so nice wan.. those judges sure ta stamp on their eyes.. the result realli come out unexpectedly.. haix.. but NEBEmIND.. cOZ.. in our Heart.. thEy arE alwaYS the FIRSt.. WoOOhoOOZ.. cHHEER fOr TheM..
haha.. sOO haPPy.. but goNNA hab sore THoart TMl loR.. We cHEER for everyonE lor.. so tired loR.. haha..
buT.. wait..
wE thE mEMbers of gIRl poWEr pledge ourself.. .. haha.. i stop crapping le.. haha.. i beli happy lor.. we girl power actually can meet up once in our ''life'' together lor.. i realli miss this type of feeling sooooOO muCH.. it like this type of feeling only happENed one year ago loR.. haix.. sO saD.. haha.. but todae beli beli de happy loR.. haha.. so great man.. we seldom meet up together de lor.. although we go out but only a few a few of de pepox only loR.. haha.. buT today we are together united as one.. wawa~ haha.. we all dressed up de so nice lor.. (own opinion lA) haha.. den we wan to take photos one.. but hor all of us didnt bring camera along with us.. haix.. den too bad loR.. but HOR.. we use handphones to take photos.. c We sOOO smarT :P.. haha.. but hoR.. too baD la.. the photos we take ish not so clear la.. haha.. but nebemind la.. coz we are still together.. froM today this PRove tO us that we GiRl-POwer very de unites de lor.. haha.. all 9 members wear skirts wORX.. haha.. den the banners we make are so sweet lor :PpP.. haha.. the BOnding between we all ish so special that i cant describle.. :PpP.. haha.. feeLIng so happY today.. but also quite sad de loR >.<.. but don wish to talk bout it la.. haha..
gP ar.. i today very very happy la.. keke.. therefore remember the day gP is "fOUNed".. haha.. 8th of august 2001!!! haha.. remember ar.. that day ish a da re zi worx.. fiNity also la.. though only 1 yrs+ only.. i hope we can continue to be soOO ke ai.. diE le.. i so bhb one.. keke:P.. haha.. ending soon.. coz hoR.. i wan go orh orh le.. haha.. ended.. aH`yEn08/finiTY04

2004-04-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

y0y0!!! qi here..~ geez.. today de vocale veh fun.. cos all da gp member sit together!!!! whee!! kekezx.. zinc and cindy did veh well!!! they veh confident nehzx..!!! hehezx.. me veh proud of them!! kekezx.. zinc and cindy, both of u muz be veh touched nehzx.. cos we did veh veh nicey nicey de "banners"... geez.. though they din win anything, they're da champions in our heart..~ kekezx.. actually horzx.. zinc and cindy sang beta den sara nor.. dono why she can win..~ sho bu gan xin!!! hahazx.. zinc and cindy sang nicer nor.. one of them should get it instead nor..~ hehezx.. aiya, but thish ish nort impt.. wot's impt ish that they did veh well!!! and did nort make any mistake..~ w0oHo0~!!!!! woot! hehezx. er.. mua gort nothing to say niao..~ once again, zinc and cindy did veh veh well!!! =hugs=

2004-04-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

yeah..sinyen ^5.._kEkEx_ -.-" where have pepox ^5 abt pms de huhz?_hEhEx_todae beli happie..donoz why lehx.._kEkEx_in 2.5hours time jiu shi Vocale Extraordinare ler worx~!_hEhEx_v hapPiE tOO~!_kEkEx_todae i siaoz liaox..too happie ler..=PpP..cuZ horx, todae moi n him first time in one day never bicker dao lehx..soOoO miracle.._hEhEx_first time tok to him till vVv long lehx..den oso first time tok to him until we laugh laugh laugh.._gEeX_if everydae like that, i oso don wan..cuz will too sianz.._kEkEx_don wan be greedy mahx.._hEhEx_haiyox..todae horx, mdm lim sho farnie siax.._hAhAx_kan bu chu ta will feng zhou chuan xiong de worx~!_HeEx_oPps~! we noez ler den vVv surprised norx..and found out that she v modern toO..todae april fool lehx.._hEhEx_sho bad lehx..first thing in da morning jiu bei pian ler..bad horx?_hEeX_die larx..i mi shang ler blogging liaox.._hEhEx_sin yen, me more clever to put name before u say lehx.._kEKEx_cuz muz sheng ming wo shi shui worx~!now donoz wad to do lehx.._hAhAx_donoz wan to eat mahx..still waiting fer phone call.._kEkEx_sinyen arhx..don think of die nehx..muz treasure ur life.._hEeX_if notx, in e nether world, u will regret de worx..sOoO siAnX..suddenly don feel like going to Vocale Extraordinare lehx..but horx, will waste moi $3 dollarx.._kEkEx_todae that stupid bc pepox sho bad..all bullie wo..esp dat da ben dan..muz bao chou on him siaz.._kEkEx_don wan say liaox..cuz moi gort sho mani complaints against him.._hEhEx_ bYebYe~! ~hUgX~ -lItEnG-i5/5-gp10

2004-03-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

haix.. mus write name nxt time wor.. haha.. i dono why lehx.. this few days seem so moody.. so sad.. dono why lehx.. how i hope i can jus leave this world.. no trouble anymore.. i jus don like to get tied up.. i wan to cry.. but i cant.. dono why lehx.. haha.. jus acnnot cry.. i promise myself i am a girl that will not cry easily.. haix.. haha.. i reallty really like him a lot.. dono lor.. but i not sad bout this la.. but some other thing ba.. cannot say la.. jus dono how to say out.. haha.. so funny.. haix.. haix.. sad.. dono why lehx.. pms ? maybe ba.. teng ^5 i also pms le.. haha.. dono dono dono la.. i am so sad.. moody lehx.. dono why.. i really dono why.. maybe i am jus feeling lonely ? sIao LE ? empty ? haix.. dono la.. when this type of feeling come you jus cant avoid lor.. but ish for no reason one lor.. haix.. dono .. ending.. end.. haha~ bye.. =`(

2004-03-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

wa.. sho mani niao ar...~ scare me.. wahaha..~ er.. wad to write? ermm tml jiu shi vocale extraordinaire le.. sho happi..~ hurhurzx.. can c zinc n cindy sing..~ wish them all da best!! jia you jia you jia you!!! =p

2004-03-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

_hAhAx_ sinyen arhs..u suan ler bahz..wanna let him go..ur heart's been sticking wid him fer half a year..yao fang shou neng gou fang de liaoz mahz?ru guo ke yi de hua, ni jiu bu hui zhe me fan ler..=PpP _kEkEx_ wahz..u sho good to praise me arhs?_hEhEx_ i last time bring jacket fer u, beli good ritez?u still heaven gan zhu nehz.._gEeX_ sound a bit nan ting "gan zhu" _hEeX_ now at home donoz wan to do wad..continue to online or go do hmwk..hey~! tml ish singing competition ler worx~!sho anxious abt it lehz.._hEhEx_it will be a exciting one horx?of cuz..we gP peeps haf done up a special surprise fer cInDY-gP09 and zInC-gP03 wORx~!_hEhEx_beli excited to noez wad's their reaction fer it..._hAhAx_i bet they will touched by us..but too bad, this ish e last yr we will be together..but i believe e story of gP peeps will be remembered and continued.._kEkEx_Although i am excited and looking forward to attend the Vocale Extraodinare, i am feeling scared too..scared of mani things lehz..haix..scared that our cheering wun be good enuff..scared that we will notx cheer enuff fer them..but horx..i oso scared of other things..donoz why lehx.._hAhAx_cuz i noez that this yr's Vocale Extraordinare will be different from last yr de..sho gort a lil feeling of notx wanting to go..but, my gP peeps mre important den moi past lorz.._kEkEx_todae gort back moi combined humanities marks..haix..sho lan...how am i going to explain to moi parents?they will sure scold n nag de lorx..haix..this yr sho different from last yr...i wan go back to last yr..at least, during last yr, i will be happie..this yr, things changed much ler worz..gort mani things wan to let it off my chest, but donoz how to start to say or donoz how to say..tried saying to samamtha n maomao, but i don think they understand..haix..guo ran shi yi yan nan jing, jing zai bu yan zhong, you kou nan kai arhs..wished that i have an elder sis or bro who i can pour my feelings to..sometimes, wanna cry it outx, but think it over again..wad's da point of crying?its juz a waste of tears n energy.._hEeX_am i talking too muchie?nvm lars..lemme say larx..no nid pay money osoz..sho jiu lemme say de gou.._hAhAx_nan de i write here lehz..cuz todae don realli feel beli well..physically or mentally.._hEhEx_think i needa go woodbridge fer my mental problems?_kEkEx_donoz wad come ova moi lehx..feel beli weird..todae after lunch, go back cls, suddenly gort a feeling of sadness until now osoz like that..PMS?_hEhEx_ jUx kiddings..den plus moi here pain dere pain..haiz..i think i am dying soon ler..todae saw him at cp wid him..surprisingly moi gort no reaction..juz say back "hI" to them den jiu walk away ler..osoz donoz still like him notx..cuz he make moi sho sad..but he lehz..he sho opposite..he can make me luff no matter wad, although we bicker most of da time..when he smiles,he gives a soothing an wei..don reallie noez howta describe that kinda feeling he gave moi..but he lehz??sometimes think back, maybe moi n him took da wrong step to stead.._hAhAx_anyway, its over..he hurt moi most ish that we ish frenz, bud don look like frenz..say ish strangers, oso don look like strangers..cuz gort tok mahz..i hate this kinda link..cuz ish half frenz half strangers..nice mehz this kinda gan jue?haiyox~! donoz lars..suan ler.._kEkEx_write sho long siaz.._hAhAx_still gort alot of things wan to write..but donoz howta phrase it..k lars..ByEbYe~! tAkE cArEx~! -lItEnG-i5/5-gP10

2004-03-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

haix.. again a tiring day lor.. haix.. so sad lor.. damn damn damn sad.. why should i be the one to like him.. haix.. saw him today lor.. bout 6+ like that lor.. haix.. so sad.. he so er xing.. why i will like this type of person.. action action one lor.. but not my business now.. from today i will stop loving him anymore.. i swear~.. aiyoyo.. dono la.. i am jus so sad today.. how can i give up so easily when i hab alreeady like him for half a year le lor.. haha.. i will wan..!! buai buai~

2004-03-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

*cough*cough*.. hiyox.. coughin non-stop lor.. so tired todae.. but did nothing at all.. sometimes being a lazy person ish so difficult lor.. haix.. haha.. i4+f1 stay back todae to help in the ''banner'' thingy lor.. haha~ ish so fun but i did not actually help a lot.. but making it worse.. haha~ so happy.. cause i make them angry till i felt that ish so funny.. c him todae fer so many many times lor.. haix.. so sad la.. dono why.. haha.. but at least i noe i got someone to occupied my mind.. haha.. but hor.. eeeyer.. last time i ps one guy and recently my friend!!! gib him my handphone no. oooH shit!! damn damn it!! den he see my friendster photo den hor pester mi lor~ not so serious la.. but quite serious lor.. last time still send those love here love there thingy lor.. YUcK! digusted by it.. haix.. but i am really trouble lor.. haha~.. haix.. dono why lehx.. feeling so sick.. *cough for bout two week le lor..* feeling so sick.. den hor don feel like typing le.. end here.. buai~

2004-03-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

finally.. i can update my blog le.. haha.. talking bout last time.. so shocking.. i actually spent nearly bout $1000 last year for stuffs like clothes, shoes and water.. bout $ 971.25.. aiyoyo.. horrible ar.. excludin those moneys that my mum give mi to go out.. and pocket money for school lor.. aiyoyo so horrible.. when i added up all my reciepts.. i was like shocked lor.. haix.. ish jus like i label my reciepts up to clothes ar.. shoes ar.. and food.. but mostly i spent it on clothes anD WATER!!! damn it!! water.. wat a waste lor.. i spent so much money on water lor.. wat a waste.. but i jus don like to drink tap water watever.. not gaseous drink too.. yucKs..

feeling so moody lor.. haix.. dono why lehx.. thought about so many many things nowdays.. feeling i am such a failure lor.. haix.. dono la.. friendship ? relationship ? studies ? all this jus let mi wanna puke! (not friendship la.. haix.. friends still soo gOOD to mi =D mushy huh.. haha..~) ish jus like i don even hab the strength to start moving.. haix.. dono~ lalalalalalalalalala~..

siao de la.. haix.. dono dono.. jus hope i can feel some hapiness lor.. ytd.. my friend sms mi telling he was at cp lor.. i am on the four floor lor.. jus feel like running down jus to have a glance of him.. i was like so gan jiong lo.. my friends were like ''huh is that sin yen not ?? why like acting so crazy jus becoz of this guy..'' but i m realli so excited and looking forward to c him lor.. haix.. to no avail.. i don hab the fate to c him.. haix.. nebemind la.. ha~ talkin bout ytd.. i was also feelin so happy lor.. i did not go to the zhong hua one.. cause one of my friends back up and den i also don feel like goin.. haha.. but den on friday night.. talking on the phone my rabbit.. den we gIrLs-pOweR decide to.......... haha!! have something GREAT on the vocale extrodinae.. wOOhOOO.. we went to losta of places.. trying to push our budget down.. buyings lots of stuffs.. and selling stuffs so as to balance our expenditure.. haha.. we do all this tings!! JUSt to!! HAHA.. TO have something haPPENING moment.. haha.. zinc and cindy entered the final!! we are glad and we HAVE to do somthin.. bECOZ we are g-P..!! girl POwer lehx.. haha.. those stuffs we brought will let you all be shock on that special night.. WOOOHoOOOZ... jus WAit.. you ALL jus T wAit.. haha!! tell you all la.. jus wait.. members of giRL-pOWer still have 7 left.. will be staying back tml/ mondae la.. to do something so noble for the two Nightingale.. haha~.. gonNA enD sooN.. haha~ feeling to happy and euthu now.. lOOking forward for to the night.. gIRls-poWer rawKs!! alL of us will be wearing skirts wORxx.. wanna to c sIN YEN wear skirt(RARE!!RARE!!).. buy tickets and join in the fun!! buaibuai~~

2004-03-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

haix.. still haben continue my gan qing shi jie... haix.. actually nothing to say one lor.. but hor.. haix.. dono lor.. dan ni ai shang yi ge ren ni hui wu fa zhi ba de ai ta.. haix.. ai shang yi ge ren ni shi hen nan fang de xia de lor.. haix.. i noe why i sick le lor.. coz i too tired le.. lei le.. jui gai fang shou dan wo bu she de.. can you IMAGINe that MI sin yen actually can bear with one sided love.. haix.. and you noe what !! ish so long le llor.. bout half a year le.. haix.. so sad lor.. i actually can dan nian a person so long.. haha.. incredible..!! wOOhOOx.. cHEER fer mi lEhx.. maybe yao give up le.. huo xu you gen gen hao de ren zhen zai deng wo.. zi shi bu zi dao gai bu gai fang shou.. zuo ren hao tong ku.. bu xiang deng ren dan shi hai shi rang ren deng.. haix.. dono lor.. so fan nao.. nebemind jus concentrate on my studies ish the best choice i should choose.. haha.. so sad lor.. but my friends they all also so good lor.. kan dao ta.. bu ren rang wo kan dao ta.. dan shi mei bang fa wo hai shi kan dao ta le.. haix.. nebemind lor.. haha.. sometime you should give up on something that you tink you cannot hold on to.. haix.. DOOONn say bout this lor.. haha.. nebe nebe nebe nebe nebe nebe mind.. sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happY.. looking forward to saturday lor.. goIn to a fUNfair at zHOng hua lor.. wOOhhOO.. good friends ish indeed good friends my friends they all haben forget mi worx.. ask mi to join them in their sChOOl funfair.. heeheex.. my friend she noe losta losta shUai ge one worx.. if i m not wrong la.. go out with her few times find her a out-going person worx.. tell her to introduce some shuai ge fer mi :P.. haha.. dOno lehx.. heard that lots of my primary school friends goin worx.. you ask here i ask here.. seem like all of dem ish goin lor.. haha.. LOOKing fORward Worx.. can c those i like and those lilke mi before one worx.. =x haha.. goONNA end le lor.. stay at my friend house so long le.. bu hao yi si dao rao ta soo long.. but wo ling lin ben zhu sty is already give her lot of lot of face le lor.. haha.. buAI~

2004-03-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

this few days ar.. feeling so sick.. if you happen to see mi you will find that my face ish so pale lor.. dono why lehx.. jus feeling soo sick nowdaes worx.. sob sob.. haix.. actually nothing to say WAN ONE.. but don feel like ending it so soon.. cause yi yan nan jing.. cannot use internet lor.. now at my friend house.. stupid mother of mine.. so bad don let mi online.. only online for bout 12 hours only wa.. haix.. buthor i use until i giddy lor.. haha.. so sick.. today got sore thorat lor.. so poor thing hor.. tata~ actually nthing to talk bout one lor.. haix.. talking bout tests.. for past few days hor.. still okie lor.. betta than last time in express all i dono like that.. ( haha actually ish because i don even care to flip open the book lor.. BUT!! i change le lor.. if still don change i really dono wat my future will be like..) mus write long long.. EEEEEEEEEEeeYEr.. i noe wan write wat le!!! mY chINesE test.. got back the result le.. express chinese OKIE!!! but hor i only get A2 lor.. omg.. c sooOOOOOOO lan lor.. omg omg.. haix.. nebemind la.. haix.. give up on my chinese le.. and how can i concentrate in the chinese room.. sOO suCky.. haix.. the room ish so stuffy.. so hot lor.. den hor my sit ish soooooOO dirty lor.. yuCk.. den dono whu put those yogurt there.. den hor still got soo many sweet and bottles there lor.. therefore i bao chuo!! haha.. i put all all my 1.5 bottles there.. haha.. dono whu like 5566 lor.. write stuff of dem there.. but actually i also got vandalise the table la.. den.. xing xu.. shift to other table le.. haha.. haix.. don talk bout chinese le lor.. so bo liao one.. EXCEpt chinese poems novels all this hor.. woOhoo ish so nice to read lor.. gonna end.. sick lor.. so poor thing must pity mi worx.. haha..

2004-03-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

haix.. i m back to continue my story.. haha.. Day 2: actually we did not done much of the things.. Anyways.. jus regular routine.. haix.. Eat.. Learn.. eat.. learn.. Games den slp.. haix.. so sian rite.. but at this time we actually hab the script perpared den we stay up to quite late.. but doing nth lor.. Because aft the game (it so boRING LOr) we don feel like slping.. we stay up till 11+ to bath.. to brush our teeth.. den talk on the phone =D.. so fun lar.. but i feel sad today lor.. feeling so hot all over my body.. like having fever lor.. den gastric pain again!!! damn pain lor.. i hate myself to being so weak.. pui.. pui.. pui.. haix..
dAy3: breakfast time!!! it all the same food like ytd one.. eeyer.. so disgusting.. haix.. den we keep on discussing bout our skit.. and ways to improve it lor.. though it quite difficult to goes through all this.. but we manage to go through!! yeAH!! feeling better today..got jacket from my friends which they specially brought to here.. so touch lor.. keke.. aND we hab a deal.. to hab our afternoon tea extended from 15mins to 1 hrs.. wOHooZ!! sO hAppy.. dEN HOr.. i camE to noe my Mentor lor.. i tink he is damn shuai lor.. so ke ai.. eEE.. anD he Look like the National sWimmer MArk Chay lor.. daMN cute.. aND you noe wat he is totally different from mark chay.. he like rock climbing than swimming.. from wat i hab noe la.. Eee.. so haPPy to noe this guy.. and he is from sINgapore poly.. hab to note DOwn lor.. or else i Scare i will forget bout it.. haix.. but doNo he got girlfriend not.. keke.. don bother bout mi.. i am now fa-ing hua chi.. haha.. actually nthing much lor.. but i am so angry lor.. you noe why.. we went to the scavenger hunt.. and we came in third lor.. den you noe wat!!! they change the third to wat 2nd best creative theme.. so angry lor.. we all were like piss off by them.. idiot!! nebemind la.. we are not sore loser.. haha.. we hab another rehearsal in our room.. till bout twelve something i am so tired that i slp.. den ish so fun lor.. first day and second day daniel call us to see whether we are asleep.. such a nice guy wor.. den third day no call is make.. but the jEffery came up personally to check on us.. so scary.. and.. no manner.. how can a men to come into our room when we are all girls.. but i hab to mention this daniel is such a gentlemen lor.. when we went to the scavenger hunt you noe wat.. my foot flesh torn apart lor.. is not that i wan to be disgusting lor.. but is the true.. den he wait for mi and we walk together lehx.. such a gentlemen.. touch too lor.. it so happening lor.. touch by too many friends le.. that day.. (Perhaps.. i exaggerate a bit lor.. :P)
day4: that the day i am expecting fer lor.. so fun.. and that the last days.. Cant believe it.. during the first day.. we were like dreading to go home soon but now.. the day finally came but.. we do not wan to leave this place as it so nice lor.. can you imagine it not.. four whole days staying in the YMCA.. it was so cold lor.. you can freeze to death one lor.. but lucky i got a group of good friends with mi.. angeline pass the jacket to liteng den liteng brought all the stuff i wan.. and addition things is included.. like three cans of coke.. packet of sweet.. Jacket(most important!!).. and the Chinese novel i am craving for (they actually help mi to borrow.. when in vain i cant find it for months lor).. haha.. that wat friends for ritex.. i am so touch lor.. but hor.. i wan to complain a bit too lor.. they went orchard on monday (without mi lehx.. i so poor things hor =D.. ltr they gonna bash mi up to say such issues.. haha), and watch the eye2 without mi lor.. haix.. so sad worx.. keke.. nebe mind.. coz i really noe that they actually care for mi this type of bhb friend.. haha.. not to forget shuqi.. we too also sms each other to noe latest new worx.. haha.. threee of them actually care fer mi worx.. but some friends also some shown their care to mi in other form of ways lor.. haha.. i haven mention day 4 rite.. not sure lor.. but
when the fourth day came we are so excited lor.. because we are goin to show to all the other skools how much effort we hab chipped in.. and how great fabulous will our script and production be.. haha.. we really put in losta losta effort lor.. and it turn out to have good compliment.. Everybody seem so amused by our skit.. haha.. they laugh lor.. though i didnt act.. but i feel so great to actually participate.. and help in the props.. i am the prop master.. okie!!( actually i only do some of the props only).. haha.. feel so great.. when it time to announce the awards.. we are feeling so nervous lor.. but den you noe wat.. the MC.. actually tell us to vote fer the skools you like lor.. so angry by then.. becoz we are not good in cheering therefore we cant compete with them with our voices.. we are so down when they announce the best theme la.. but actually the world is fair.. the judges is so fair.. when we are feeling so down with the result.. the MC announced that we won the best script best production and best actress awards.. WoHHooo.. cHEERS foR us..three out of ten awards!! we acTUAlly got three!! waHAHaha!! we fElt so hapPy lor.. ever In my life i felt so happy.. WE the drama club finally got the very first awards we have.. we are so touch by the scene when they acnounce it.. wOOhOO.. chEER fOR us SHout FOR us.. we WIll feel it.. waAz.. so great..!! actually i still got many stuff to say wan but i dare not dare to think bout it coz.. i scare i will miss the fun we have together.. soB... Sob.. n.. this it a act drama retreat 2004.. i learn a lot from this camp.. it bout those drugs how.. they can stand up when they fall and get caught.. the understanding bout drugs hab been widen lor.. i am so happy.. this memory will forever etched in my heart.. wOOhoOz.. i would like to thank all those mentor and facilator to actually guide us in through the process of teaching lor.. haix.. so fun.. gonna end soon.. but i shall edit when i remember more about this camp lor.. haha.. so happy.. gonna update now.. =D i LOVe DRAMA camp that taught us lot of thing and how to act more like a drug addict and to noe more bout drug addict.. how they suffer and how they pull themselve up lor..=D and last but not least i hab to pay four over dollar fer the phone calls i made.. and i chat for two hours.. keke.. so fun to talk to friends in a so call hotel.. feeling ar.. is totally different lor.. haha..

2004-03-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

yoYOyO.. fOUr daYs pasT.. aND.. i AM BACK.. congrate us.. we the drama club members from nan chiau high school.. WohOOZ.. you NOE whAt.. We hab bEEN aWAYs For fOUr DAys.. ANd we stAY in THe YMCA since MOnday.. hmm.. let start the story From monday.. haha.. yOU wiLL enJOy reaDing this blOG.. its soOO nICE loR..
MOnday: i wAKe Up At sEvEn+ dEN i went OUt at 730.. den i went to buy two bottle oF 1.5L of Mineral watEr.. ( cOZ i scaRED AT THE YMCA they not gOIn to sponser us any water).. waited.. at the compass point fer obe and jocelyn.. thEY arE lAteE.. aND thEREfoRe we ReaCh thERE latE of COZ.. HAHa.. haiX.. dEN nEhx.. we gOT to Do sOME stupiD exercISE anD iCE breakER.. though it stupid bUT it fUN LOR... haiX.. dEN NEhx.. you NOE whAt WE weNT to hAve SOME cOURses thERE bEfore GOin fer LUnch.. ScHOOl that came were.. herderson.. north vista.. st joseph.. yio chu kang.. pierce.. orchid park..marsiling.. ahmad ibrahim.. canberra.. last but not least.. NAN CHIAU wOHoo.. so Fun LOR.. dEN we CheCk in ALL those thINg.. buT at First i don dARE to SLEEp oN moNday oNE lOR.. fiNDing a POsition to hide Myself under the blanket lOR.. haha.. that nxt day nEck seem twisted lor.. but JOcelyn seem to slp so comfortably.. but not mi and obe.. haha.. -to Be conTInuE-

2004-03-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

eee.. the day finally coming tml.. aiyoyo.. c i so zu zong the drama camp.. i specially went to the compasspoint and buy a brand new sandals for this coming camp.. cost mi thirty dollars leHX.. xINg ton.. no mOney lE.. so saD.. HAha.. but I WAN!! gO waTCh MOviE lehx.. haiX.. dONo.. i3 gOing to watCh mOvIE lEHx oN thUR.. nebe CAll mi go..( actuAlly Got oNE la.. But mUs exaggerate IT) haha.. dONo LA >.< so sad and sian.. talkin on the phone with my friend jus now.. heard that he treat her Beli goOD oNE Lehx.. sTill pEI her go buy thing for her ccA Lor.. so saD.. dON caRE Le.. mayBe i shouLD aCcEpt THe OTHEr OOne tHAn to WAIt FOr HIm LOR.. hAIx.. THAT IT!!.. But CANooT De LOR.. ImpossIBLe ONE lor.. HAix.. don CARe LA.. bEst WIshEs FOr myself.. kekE.. stupid finity.. set up this webby to let you all blOg oNE lor.. no oNE care TO comE and blOg ONly MI tHIs cUTe lIttLE lUO han.. AIyoYO.. don CARE you alL le.. I4 ar.. you ALll mus Miss MI lehx.. when I am NOt ArounD lOR.. i so KE lIAN.. i Come bACk you ALl mus SAYANg mI Lehx =D.. dON talK le.. i WANNA eND.. AND fORGEt boUT hIM.. ACCEPT OTHER thE.. *muACKz*

2004-03-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

can write wat nehx.. i also dono lehx.. but feeling so sian today.. thinking how am i going to spend my days.. nxt week.. wawa.. so sad.. my friends they all can go out lehx.. den later they don wait for mi to go out.. so sad.. fOUr daYs in CAMP!! can you believe it or not.. i am thinking how can i spend my camping days lor.. foUr days.. restricted movement.. with limited water to drink.. omG how can i survive without water.. water water.. omg.. how am i gonna do nehx.. haix.. nebemind.. with MInE DEterMInation aNd PErserverance.. i WILL Do IT!! haha.. haiX.. haiX.. dONO lEhx.. later inside the YMCA i also cannot go OUt.. so bORing.. my friends they all can go oUt.. i CAnt.. sOB Sob.. hAix.. goNNA eNd LE woR.. Bye BYE..

2004-03-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

WOHOOo.. toDae i so early wake up.. bout 8 wake up le lor.. so early.. mUhahaha.. dEN i chen xian zai got time.. logged in friendster to search for mi LOng loSt Primary skool fWen.. so toUch.. i fiND lOSta LOsta friENd.. WanNA cRy LIaoX.. they All So Bad ONly cONtact ONe Of my friends buT nebe Contact MI Lor.. >.< YEeeE.. so HApPy.. KekEKe.. HOPe OUr FrieNdSHip WILL StaY ON LOr.. KEKEke.. WOOhoo.. so many many of my friends.. so nice.. nice to gather all of you back worx..

2004-03-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

HAix.. hAix.. aiYoOYo.. dONo writE Wat lEhx.. gAstric PaiN fEr whoLE daY LE.. SO PAin.. HOrrIBLE.. AIyO.. I aLSo DOno WHY LEhx.. noTHinG sPEciAl TOdaY lOR.. BUT soo SIAN IT thE sTArt OF tHE hOLIdAE LIAOx.. sO SIAn.. GOIN tO hAb dRAMA cAMp Le Wor.. HAix.. DOno LOR.. so SIaN.. reaLI vEry sIAn LEhx.. dEN i gastriC pAIn Hor.. dEN my MotHEr thEy ALl ScARE mi WAt LaTER.. mo dao po toN.. HAIx..

2004-03-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

wOhOO.. toDAy.. so sICk i still caN wOOhoo WOrx.. dONo wHY lEhx.. tODay i AM fEELiNG so sAD.. haiX.. STomAch BLoaTED.. HAIx.. wIthIN TWo MoNTH I HaVE faLL sICk Fer Two TIme le.. so TiriNG to BE sICK.. wAaA.. miSs Him so MUch.. diE liaox lA.. >.< fIRst tiME mISs a PersoN soO mUch.. ET~~~ tOO bAd HE gOT steAD LE LOr.. hAIx.. NOt i BAd lOR.. BUt i rEALli WIsh THEy ALl BreAk LOR.. Tere ARE noT compatible lOR.. hAIX.. NothiNg TO say le.. JUS wISH I CAn gET weLL sOON.. Sin yen here worX.. muacK >.<

2004-03-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

WOOhOO.. tOdae WeNT OUT with my Friends.. ex-classmates.. we Went ceneleisure todae loR.. actuall we wan to catch a movie ONe lOR.. buT den Hor.. i reaCh thEre boUT 6 den they they dON wan TO waTCh LE.. toOO late.. haiX.. deN wE GO PAi Zao.. buT Hor.. IT daMn TIrING Lor.. 30 ShotS AT one Go.. So TIReD lor.. bUT IT a NICe exPErience LOR.. KkEKE.. dEN We Go LOng joHN sLivER EAt.. DEn YOu NOE waT.. WE sAw losta losta SHuai Ge.. Shoo sHuai LOr.. dAzE.. dONO la.. buT dEN hOR.. We wENT shOpING tiLL aBOUT 9 sth dEN WE Went HOme.. thOUgh is quite BOring huh.. buT hoR i ENjoy lOR.. AND i saw lOSta ex-schoolmates.. DIdnt CHage muCh.. buT bEcomE choier.. Wohoo.. eNDing HEre.. sINYEN Here.. nItey..

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